A rough month.

Kerissa • August 31, 2016

Hello friends.

I just wanted to say a huge thank-you for all of your prayers, cards, flowers, and encouragement!  I’m so thankful for all of you.  You guys brighten up my life.

I’m sorry it’s been almost a month since I last blogged.  Post-op recovery from my hip surgery and muscle biopsy has been extremely rough, and I’ve had to literally draw all of my strength (physically, mentally, and spiritually) from the Lord!  This month of August, I had 18 appointments on top of surgery and hospital stays.  But the Lord is full of grace, and He sustained me through it all.

I was in the hospital for 4 days after surgery instead of just overnight because my mitochondrial disease never makes things simple or easy. lol  I was very nauseated much of the time, despite being on 3 different nausea medications around the clock.  I threw up more than half a liter  the first night—my GI dr. thinks all the anesthesia and medications slowed my GI tract a ton.

I came home on the 15th, but ended up back in the ER 5 days later at the recommendation of my primary care doctor.  I was experiencing shortness of breath, high heart rate, exhaustion, and 4+ lbs. of fluid retention.  I had to spend 17 hours in the ER because there were no hospital rooms available until late Saturday night.  After many tests and bloodwork, the doctors came to the conclusion that the shortness of breath was due to being anemic from surgery.  My body is just so sensitive from having mito. The fluid retention was from one of the anti-inflammatory medications the orthopaedic doctors started me on for after surgery.  So I was told to stop it, and since then, my weight has gone back down.

I’m still short of breath and so exhausted…I saw my palliative care dr. yesterday, and even though the ortho docs said I only lost a minimal amount of blood from surgery, he thinks my blood counts dropped because I have such terrible, severe bruising all over my upper leg from surgery and a huge, bulging hematoma near my muscle biopsy site.  He estimates that I lost 2 units of blood in my leg from all this.. :/  The hematoma/bruising is so very painful, and it’s putting a lot of pressure on a nerve in my leg.  Still having deep, aching pain from it.

Regarding the anemia, my palliative care dr. thinks it’s just taking a while for my bone marrow to bounce back from surgery, and he hopes my counts will go back up without treatment.

On top of all this, I’ve had a horrible headache (not my normal one..) since Sunday. My palliative care dr. ordered some IV pain/nausea meds to be administered through my central line, and they were able to do it right across the hall in the infusion part of the clinic!  I’m so thankful I didn’t have to go to the ER for meds.

The pain medication helped immensely but only for about 5 hours…  We’re just not sure why the head pain is lasting so long. Please pray it resolves….this on top of everything else has been hard.  And I REALLY don’t want to end up in the ER again!

In other news, I saw my ENT dr. the first part of the month, and he’s concerned because I’ve been experiencing ringing in my ears (tinnitus) that comes with 50% hearing loss each time. He’s not sure if this is mitochondrial disease-related or something new.  So I’ve now been referred to a neuro-otology dr. at OHSU.  He’s very booked out so the hearing tests/consult is not until December.

I saw my GI dr. the week after surgery, and he’s ordering a test called a Metabolic Cart to see how much CO2 I burn, exactly how many calories my body requires, etc.  This will help him figure out how much TPN (IV nutrition) my body needs.  The test is gonna be interesting!It’s scheduled for September 19th.

I also had another follow-up with my nephrologist, and she doesn’t think I’ll ever be able to get off of the IV magnesium. My kidneys are just not holding onto Mg, and if I didn’t receive 6 grams per day (this is a huge amount….she said a normal person doesn’t even need half a gram a day!), my blood levels would get dangerously low. It’s sad to know, but the Lord is full of wisdom.  His ways are perfect.  And my human eyes can’t see the whole picture.

Ok, I think that’s about all for now.. Sorry this is so long…too much keeps happening!

P.S. Scroll down only if you like medical stuff. Here are a few pics of the inside of my hip joint!  Super cool!

Before: the raised area in the middle-ish is cartilage damage/softening.

After: the area got smoothed down! It looks much better..

Part of the torn labrum. The doctors sutured it down. That white edge to the way left is my femur (thigh bone)!

By Kerissa Lee • October 31, 2026
Dear friends, I just cannot believe it’s been more than 2 months since my last blog post! So much has happened, but most of it is very happy news!! ☺️ I saw my GI surgeon in September for my post-op appointment (check out my previous post if you missed what surgery I had in August). I’m all healed thankfully, although there is now a noticeable crater on my abdomen where my j-tube used to be. :( Scar tissue inside is what’s causing that, and she told me I need to be careful when carrying very heavy things because I could get a hernia in that spot. 😣 If that happened, she said she can easily repair it! I definitely don’t want another surgery, though! Aside from the short 4-day hospital stay I had in August for that abdominal surgery, I’m soo happy to share that the middle of November 2026 marks 2 WHOLE YEARS since I was last admitted to the hospital for a “mito crash!” I could cry from tears of happiness, and all praise and glory truly goes to God!! 🥹 My previous stretch of stable health lasted about 17 months (from September 2021 to February 2023), so I surpassed that which is simply amazing! Because my health has been doing so well, even more incredible news is that I got a part time job!! I found work through care.com since I LOVE babies and kids. I started occasionally taking care of a 6 month old baby girl—she’s so adorable!! I also sometimes take care of a 5 year old girl with her 3 year old brother. For both of those jobs, I’m just the backup (for example, when extended family can’t provide care). But, last week, another mom reached out on care.com asking if I could be her 2 daughters’ afternoon nanny every Monday—the oldest girl is 6 years old, and her little sister is almost 3 years old. It’s been so wonderful and fulfilling to be able to work. I never want to take for granted how much of a gift it is to have a job! 🥲 I do still have to rest my body on the days I don’t work because my muscle spasticity gets soo intense and painful. 😞 It feels like my back muscles just continually clench up and spasm. Very thankful for the muscle relaxant Baclofen which helps the extreme tightness! The chronic pain also worsens in my legs/back, and my hand tremors do, too (called minipolymyoclonus). Regardless of these symptoms, it makes me so happy and thankful to God for the ability to work! 💚 You might have noticed that I haven’t mentioned anything lately about my Pain With Purpose store. There are a bunch of reasons, but one of the biggest is that shipping has become more and more expensive which is a bummer. 😞 For the past year, whenever a customer places an order, I’ve been paying part of the shipping cost out of my own pocket because I wanted to keep the shipping fee low. I’ve also wanted to keep card prices low because I totally understand how expensive everything is in this economy. But in today’s digital world, a really nice card (at Papyrus, for example) could cost more than $9!! So charging only $2.75 for one of my cards on top of keeping the shipping fee low has been a challenge. After thinking about it a lot, I’ve made the decision to close my store—at least, for now! Next year, it’d be super cool to sell my items (cards, stickers, bookmarks, prints, and magnets) at something like a pop-up! 😊 So I will definitely be sure to keep you posted with any new shop updates! If you did place an order this past year, I wanted to say a big Thank You!! It meant so much to me, and I hope my cards were an encouragement. 🥰 I don't know what God has planned for my future regarding my health and everything else, but I just want to have faith and keep leaning on him for strength, through any future highs or lows. The Lord truly is faithful! Thank you so much for praying for me these past 16+ years. ❤️
By Kerissa Lee • August 21, 2026
Dear friends, I just wanted to thank you all so much for praying for me during my abdominal surgery on August 6th! 💚 All of your messages/emails really encouraged my heart! If you missed my previous post, I had to have an unexpected surgery to take down the jejunostomy tract and repair an enterocutaneous fistula (a rare complication from having a j-tube for 12 years). I truly felt your prayers, and the Lord answered so many of them as well! 🥹 My surgeon only had to remove about 1 1/2 inches of my small intestine which is great news! I was in the hospital for 4 days because my blood pressure was low and pain control was rough (it’s a long story, but pain management is complex due to a specific medication I take daily at home..). But aside from that and having an allergic reaction to the surgical glue, I’ve been healing well. Thank you again for praying!! God has been so faithful throughout this journey. I got a visit from my sweet foster nephew when I was in the hospital (2nd picture)! 🥰 I can’t wait until I can show you his face—he’s so adorable. 🩵 I’ve mentioned this before, but an important medication I take causes severe insomnia (still not falling asleep until anywhere between 3 AM-9 AM). 😞 But I saw my naturopath this past Monday, and she’s going to treat me for suspected cortisol spiking up during the night (which disrupts the body’s circadian rhythm). I’m thankful for the wisdom God gives her, and I’m excited to see if this treatment will help! It will take 6 weeks to see if there’s any benefit, but I first have to specially order it.. 
By Kerissa Lee • August 6, 2026
"God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." -Psalm 46:1