I, the LORD your God, hold your right hand; it is I who say to you, "Fear not, I am the one who helps you." Isaiah 41:13
How unspeakably wonderful to know that all our concerns are held in hands that bled for us. -John Newton
"I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world." -John 16:33- ο»Ώ
"He alone is my rock and my salvation, my fortress; I shall not be greatly shaken." Psalm 62:2
“Be still, and know that I am God.” -Psalm 46:10 ο»Ώ
There is hope in every trial For I can trust the Lord He will turn my heart towards Him And help me bear the thorn So, in faith, I follow Jesus On the road not understood For I know that He is working For His glory and my good -CityAlight
"This hard place in which you, perhaps, find yourself, is the very place in which God is giving you opportunity to look only to Him." ο»Ώ Elisabeth Elliot
"I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and in his word I hope." Psalm 130:5
"For I will satisfy the weary soul, and every languishing soul I will replenish." Jeremiah 31:25
Hi friends, It’s been a little while since my last medical update. I recently got back from another neurology appointment at University of Washington Medical Center. This appointment was with a headache neurologist regarding my migraines and other neuro symptoms. It was a very thorough visit, and I’m so thankful the Lord answered our prayers for […]
Hi, friends, I’m sorry it’s taken me a while to write a Seattle update on my neuro appointment. More than a week ago, our internet line accidentally got cut during construction—you never realize how much you use the internet until you don’t have it!! π Regarding the “new” symptoms I’ve been experiencing since April (migraines […]
Hi, friends, It’s been a little while since I shared a medical update. To recap, I’ve been experiencing buzzing in my right ear, and I lost the ability for my right eyeball to look to the right. I’ve also been dealing with nystagmus and migraines about every other day (sometimes every day). My pain doctor […]
I lettered this piece a couple years ago and never shared it until now. I’m so grateful to God that He “does not leave us as we are.” My earthly body is so broken from disease (more on that below), and to know that Christ will one day give me a new body—what a wonderful promise. β€οΈ For […]
Hi, friends. π I just wanted to let you know what’s been happening lately. In the middle of March, I started losing muscle control in my arms/hands. π If I’m holding something, my hand will flop but then regain control quickly. Or if I’m holding my phone to text, etc., my fingers will suddenly tap […]
Hi friends, *If you’re wondering why there are random bullet points, my website had an update, and when I press the “enter” button to make new paragraphs, it doesn’t seem to work. So using bullet points is the only thing I could think of to make spaces in between paragraphs. π
Anywho, I just wanted […]
Hi, friends, Wow, it’s been a while! I just wanted to check in and post a health update. π I’ve been home from the hospital for almost 2 whole months now which is so hard to believe. Time is definitely flying, but at the same time, my recovery from the mito crash has […]
Hi friends, I just had some prayer requests again. It’s been almost 3 weeks since I came home from the hospital, but I’m still really weak. So in addition to physical therapy, my doctor referred me to occupational hand therapy at OHSU as it’s so hard to open/hold things, hand letter, etc. (the above […]
Friends, could you please pray for me? After spending 10 long days in the hospital, I was finally able to go home on Friday. But it’s been very hard—I’m extremely weak all over, and I’ve also been having these horrible episodes where my heart rate shoots up, I feel hot and cold at the […]
Hey friends, Just wanted to check in with a medical update. Thank you so much for your continued prayers for me! I’m so grateful. The past few months have been a little rough since I last posted, and I’ve had to just take it one day at a time and lean on the Lord […]
* I shared this on Facebook and Instagram but wanted to post it on my blog as well since some of you here aren’t on social media. π * I originally had the background of this in blue, but then I remembered that today starts Mitochondrial Disease Awareness Week 2019! So I of course had […]
Hey friends, First of all, I’m sorry it’s been so long again since I last blogged. π Last month, I had my mitochondrial appointment in San Diego—traveling and the trip in general was hard physically (more details below), so when we got home, I had terrible nystagmus and other rough mito symptoms. And then, […]
Hey friends, It’s been exactly 2 whole months since I last posted—I’m sorry I haven’t kept you in the loop lately! In October, I had a tunneled central line infection (thankfully, it didn’t spread to my blood). My central line site was really tender and oozing a little. So my GI specialist quickly […]
Hey friends, It’s been more than a month since I last posted….and sometimes, no news DOESN’T mean good news. π This will be extremely long, but I want to document everything to remember….so here goes! About 24 hours after my hip labral repair surgery on August 10th, I went into septic shock (there […]
Hey friends, I’m sorry it’s taken me so long to write an update on how my neurometabolic appointment in San Diego went! Been trying to pull all my thoughts together on what we learned at the appointment. After updating my mito dr. on all that’s happened since I last saw him, he […]
“Instead of a river, God often gives us a brook which may be running today and dried up tomorrow. Why? To teach us not to rest in our blessings, but in the blesser Himself.” -AW Pink Hey friends, I’m so sorry that I haven’t blogged since October!! π November was a pretty busy […]
Hello friends, I recently had a long appointment with my urology surgeon at Doernbecher’s. She explained how this is a very major bladder surgery….and I was so shocked to hear her say that this surgery can last up to 12 hours….(for example, it could start at around 7:30 AM but not end until 7:30 […]
Hey friends, It’s been over 3 weeks since I last posted, and again, there’s so much to tell and to process. π But I will try to post an update for each medical specialty: Podiatry~ On September the 19th, I had toenail surgery under anesthesia to correct the ingrown toenails. Everything went […]
Hey friends, Just a short update. Since the day after Thanksgiving, I’ve been sick with low-grade fevers, a painful sore throat, swollen glands, a barking cough day and night, and terrible fatigue. The doctor thought at first that it was a bad virus, but now he believes I have a bacterial infection in my […]
“Pain is a forest we all get lost in Between the branches, hope can be so hard to see And in the darkness, we’ve all got questions We’re all just trying to make sense out of suffering, but You say I am blessed because of this So, I choose to believe As I carry this […]
“Joy is not necessarily the absence of suffering. It is the presence of God.” ~Sam Storms Last week, I threw up a ton again, and it never gets easier. π We don’t know what caused it this time…but my GI dr. thinks these vomiting episodes are from my gastroparesis/intestinal dysmotility. My feet […]
Hello friends, For those who didn’t hear, my grandma passed away the day after Thanksgiving. We had a beautiful service for her this past Saturday. We all miss her so much. :'( It sure is different not to have any more grandparents living. On November 20th, my GI dr. called, and I got diagnosed with […]
Hi everyone, Just wanted to let you know that things medically are going ok with me, but my grandma (my only remaining grandparent) is not doing well at all and is in the last days of her life due to congestive heart failure. π It’s been so hard to see her decline…the hospice nurse thought […]
Hey friends, My liver biopsy last Friday went very well! Thank you so much for praying! The doctors were able to obtain two specimens without complication. After the biopsy, though, my kidneys took a hit that weekend, and I suddenly gained 4 lbs. of fluid. π We weren’t sure what was going on and if […]
Hey everyone, I just wanted to let you know that I will be getting admitted the day after Christmas. I’m very thankful for my GI dr.—he’s working at the hospital and not in clinic all this week, but he arranged and coordinated everything so quickly! I’m not doing very well. The pro-motility drug I’ve been […]
Hi everyone, We thought this week would have been my scheduled admission to the hospital since I haven’t tolerated glutamine, but we’re trying one last thing to re-mobilize my small intestine. My GI specialist really wants to avoid TPN (he recently told us he has two critical patients in the hospital because of sepsis from […]
Hey friends, I’d appreciate your continued prayers! My small intestine is in bad shape. Still can’t tolerate j-tube feeds or solid food orally. And I’m now getting distended with just liquids… π The dysmotility in my small intestine has gotten so much worse. Mitochondrial disease is horrible! I’m being followed very closely by my GI […]
It’s so good to be back in Oregon!! π Missed my siblings so much! Last week alone, I had 8 appointments at CCHMC—that was crazy busy! But these past weeks were incredible, and I’m again so amazed at how thorough and caring the doctors/nurses are at Cincinnati Children’s Hospital Medical Center! I’m so blessed to […]
Hi, everyone! This morning, I saw the mitochondrial disease specialist and genetic counselor in the Human Genetics department at Cincinnati Children’s. We went over my history/new symptoms and discussed my nuclear mitochondrial exome sequencing results. For those new to my blog, I had my nuclear mitochondrial genes sequenced through a lab called Courtagen Diagnostics […]
Yesterday: Saw cardiology and orthopedics for my POTS disorder and back pain. Will update some other day about how these appointments went. π Today: It snowed about 4 more inches this morning here in Cincinnati! Sooo fun and beautiful. Had an abdomen x-ray to follow up on this GI test I had this past Thursday […]
I had a great neurology appointment today! Things are really moving along now. :o) This is what’s on my plate the next few weeks. She wants me to get another MRI, but this time it will be of my lumbosacral plexus nerves (isn’t that fun to say?). π She also ordered another diagnostic test called […]
Had a great day yesterday!! π So many of you have been so supportive and encouraging to me! Thank you for lifting me up in prayer. <3 That means so much to me. My pain dr. showed no sign of discouragement yesterday! He was very cheery and compassionate. π We discussed my MRIs and one […]
Everything is still raw, and I wept great big tears this morning, but I know all of you want to know the results of my MRIs, so here they are. I don’t have the report yet, but in one word, they are “normal.” I don’t understand. :'( I’ve asked God all morning, “Why??” I know […]
