Keeping on.

Kerissa • October 6, 2017

Hey friends,

It’s been over 3 weeks since I last posted, and again, there’s so much to tell and to process.

But I will try to post an update for each medical specialty:

Podiatry~

On September the 19th, I had toenail surgery under anesthesia to correct the ingrown toenails.  Everything went well, but my toes are still bleeding/draining even now which means I have to continue soaking my feet in epsom salts.  It also hurts too much to wear shoes.  I have a follow-up with my podiatrist next week to make sure everything is healing well.

Pain Medicine~

The following day, my pain dr. performed a bilateral lumbar sympathetic nerve block to calm down the pain in both feet and try to prevent a CRPS/nerve pain flare-up.  After the procedure, I had to be monitored for a little while because I was so sleepy from the meds and my blood pressure got pretty low.  Thankfully, the block did help to prevent the CRPS from returning.

Otolaryngology~

On Friday the 22nd, I saw my ENT (ear, nose, and throat) dr. to follow-up on my swallowing.  Lately, food/liquid has been going down even before I swallow which causes choking.  So my ENT dr. said I’m experiencing something called “premature spillage.”  This is caused by a weak tongue that also doesn’t have good swallowing coordination anymore. He said the tongue is trying to tell the body that it’s too tired to eat.  All this is due to the mitochondrial disease worsening..  He said not much can be done for it, but he did refer me to the swallowing therapist.

Neurology~

I had an appointment with my neurologist recently to go over the EEG results.  Again, it’s abnormal in that it shows a lot of generalized slowing all over my brain which indicates “diffuse cerebral dysfunction.”  But thankfully, the whole body jerking I have during the day and especially at night is not caused by seizures.  She said this jerking (myoclonus) can be caused by a number of different things (brain, spinal cord, etc.), but there’s no way to know for sure where it’s coming from.  Since it disrupts my sleep, she prescribed a very strong anti-seizure medication which can also be used for myoclonus.  I started it a little bit ago, and I think it does help.

Physical Medicine~

I saw my physical medicine dr. this past Monday to follow-up on the back pain, osteopenia, etc.  I now have my spinal brace, and it feels good to wear it every now and then. Lately, my right shoulder has been snapping and popping a lot when I move it. I know I don’t post much about EDS (Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome), but it does continue to cause problems/joint pain.  He said these “subluxations” are stretching the joint capsule in my shoulder which is not good.  My shoulder is too loose from EDS… So he told me to be extra careful when I dress, move, etc.  He also ordered cervical (neck) spine x-rays to check up on my cervical instability since it’s been 3 years since they last checked.

Internal Medicine~

This past Tuesday, I had a 2-month follow-up with my PCP.  She is just so thorough and caring!  I am so blessed to have her oversee/coordinate all my medical care. We talked a lot about my upcoming surgery and how that will go with all my other medical issues.  She also wanted to know how I’m doing mentally because she knows that so many doctors often just take care of a certain part of my body and not the body as a whole.

Nephrology~

Unfortunately, the medication I tried for my renal magnesium wasting didn’t help at all. Really disappointed that my Mg level continues to be lower than it was in the past and that the medication didn’t benefit.  This means I continue to need 8 whole grams of IV Mg a day.

Swallowing Therapy~

I had a long session with my swallowing therapist for the first time this week.  She and the fellow evaluated my swallowing with lots of different food textures.  She had me work on several different swallowing techniques and exercises to try and help this “premature spillage” swallowing problem.  She doesn’t know if it will help, but we will at least try.  Some of the swallowing exercises are challenging!

Sleep Medicine~

Sadly, there are still no sleep study openings sooner than December.  So my sleep specialist this past Wednesday decided to try and order the new machine (called an adaptive-servo ventilator) for my bad central sleep apnea before the study and see if insurance will possibly cover it.  Please pray they will be willing to use only his chart notes for now to back up my need for this machine!

Urology~

Next week, I see my pediatric urology surgeon to go over the big surgery.  I also plan to ask her if she can possibly change my j-tube while I’m under anesthesia so that I don’t have to be awake for it when it does need to be changed.  *Side note: recently, my tube accidentally got ripped out of my abdomen (it got caught in a folding chair after I got up from sitting), and it was the worst acute pain ever!!! :’(  The balloon that holds the tube in place was still intact.  This meant the balloon which is bigger than the hole got yanked out of a tiny hole! It bled so much, and it was extremely difficult to insert it back in.  Tears automatically came from the severe pain.  And the area is still tender to this day. This is the first time that happened, and I’ve had this tube for 3 years!  I now have to use a feeding tube clip on my clothes to hold it up so that it doesn’t hang.*  So if my urology surgeon can’t change it, my PCP is going to ask if any of the pediatric general surgeons can replace it during the bladder surgery.

This weekend is my 25th birthday, and I know it’s only by God’s grace that I turn another year older.  I look back on being 24 years old, and I have to say, it’s been the hardest year yet mito-wise. Turning 25, I don’t know what will happen, but I do know that the Lord will be with me the coming year!  And that is such an encouragement.

P.S. I love this quote below! I’m just so thankful that my body (fighting mitochondrial disease every single day) won’t be like this for forever.  And it is only because of what Jesus did for me on the cross.❤

By Kerissa Lee • October 31, 2026
Dear friends, I just cannot believe it’s been more than 2 months since my last blog post! So much has happened, but most of it is very happy news!! ☺️ I saw my GI surgeon in September for my post-op appointment (check out my previous post if you missed what surgery I had in August). I’m all healed thankfully, although there is now a noticeable crater on my abdomen where my j-tube used to be. :( Scar tissue inside is what’s causing that, and she told me I need to be careful when carrying very heavy things because I could get a hernia in that spot. 😣 If that happened, she said she can easily repair it! I definitely don’t want another surgery, though! Aside from the short 4-day hospital stay I had in August for that abdominal surgery, I’m soo happy to share that the middle of November 2026 marks 2 WHOLE YEARS since I was last admitted to the hospital for a “mito crash!” I could cry from tears of happiness, and all praise and glory truly goes to God!! 🥹 My previous stretch of stable health lasted about 17 months (from September 2021 to February 2023), so I surpassed that which is simply amazing! Because my health has been doing so well, even more incredible news is that I got a part time job!! I found work through care.com since I LOVE babies and kids. I started occasionally taking care of a 6 month old baby girl—she’s so adorable!! I also sometimes take care of a 5 year old girl with her 3 year old brother. For both of those jobs, I’m just the backup (for example, when extended family can’t provide care). But, last week, another mom reached out on care.com asking if I could be her 2 daughters’ afternoon nanny every Monday—the oldest girl is 6 years old, and her little sister is almost 3 years old. It’s been so wonderful and fulfilling to be able to work. I never want to take for granted how much of a gift it is to have a job! 🥲 I do still have to rest my body on the days I don’t work because my muscle spasticity gets soo intense and painful. 😞 It feels like my back muscles just continually clench up and spasm. Very thankful for the muscle relaxant Baclofen which helps the extreme tightness! The chronic pain also worsens in my legs/back, and my hand tremors do, too (called minipolymyoclonus). Regardless of these symptoms, it makes me so happy and thankful to God for the ability to work! 💚 You might have noticed that I haven’t mentioned anything lately about my Pain With Purpose store. There are a bunch of reasons, but one of the biggest is that shipping has become more and more expensive which is a bummer. 😞 For the past year, whenever a customer places an order, I’ve been paying part of the shipping cost out of my own pocket because I wanted to keep the shipping fee low. I’ve also wanted to keep card prices low because I totally understand how expensive everything is in this economy. But in today’s digital world, a really nice card (at Papyrus, for example) could cost more than $9!! So charging only $2.75 for one of my cards on top of keeping the shipping fee low has been a challenge. After thinking about it a lot, I’ve made the decision to close my store—at least, for now! Next year, it’d be super cool to sell my items (cards, stickers, bookmarks, prints, and magnets) at something like a pop-up! 😊 So I will definitely be sure to keep you posted with any new shop updates! If you did place an order this past year, I wanted to say a big Thank You!! It meant so much to me, and I hope my cards were an encouragement. 🥰 I don't know what God has planned for my future regarding my health and everything else, but I just want to have faith and keep leaning on him for strength, through any future highs or lows. The Lord truly is faithful! Thank you so much for praying for me these past 16+ years. ❤️
By Kerissa Lee • August 21, 2026
Dear friends, I just wanted to thank you all so much for praying for me during my abdominal surgery on August 6th! 💚 All of your messages/emails really encouraged my heart! If you missed my previous post, I had to have an unexpected surgery to take down the jejunostomy tract and repair an enterocutaneous fistula (a rare complication from having a j-tube for 12 years). I truly felt your prayers, and the Lord answered so many of them as well! 🥹 My surgeon only had to remove about 1 1/2 inches of my small intestine which is great news! I was in the hospital for 4 days because my blood pressure was low and pain control was rough (it’s a long story, but pain management is complex due to a specific medication I take daily at home..). But aside from that and having an allergic reaction to the surgical glue, I’ve been healing well. Thank you again for praying!! God has been so faithful throughout this journey. I got a visit from my sweet foster nephew when I was in the hospital (2nd picture)! 🥰 I can’t wait until I can show you his face—he’s so adorable. 🩵 I’ve mentioned this before, but an important medication I take causes severe insomnia (still not falling asleep until anywhere between 3 AM-9 AM). 😞 But I saw my naturopath this past Monday, and she’s going to treat me for suspected cortisol spiking up during the night (which disrupts the body’s circadian rhythm). I’m thankful for the wisdom God gives her, and I’m excited to see if this treatment will help! It will take 6 weeks to see if there’s any benefit, but I first have to specially order it.. 
By Kerissa Lee • August 6, 2026
"God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." -Psalm 46:1