Mitochondrial Disease Awareness Week 2019

Kerissa • September 16, 2019

* I shared this on Facebook and Instagram but wanted to post it on my blog as well since some of you here aren’t on social media.*

I originally had the background of this in blue, but then I remembered that today starts Mitochondrial Disease Awareness Week 2019!   So I of course had to change it to green.   You know how diseases have a specific color/ribbon (gold is for childhood cancer, etc.)?   Well, green is for mito.

To bring more awareness, I just wanted to share a little about how Mitochondrial DNA Depletion Syndrome affects me which is the specific mitochondrial disorder that I have (there are many types).

Because my mitochondrial DNA is getting depleted over time (mitochondria are the organelles that make energy for all the organs and cells to function properly), I have to sleep over 15 hours every day which has always been so hard, especially in the winter—I wake up when it starts getting dark and go to bed when it’s dark so I don’t get to see much daylight at all.   When I don’t get enough sleep, all my symptoms get worse, especially the pain.

Speaking of pain, I get headaches everyday, have small fiber polyneuropathy in my hands and feet (which causes terrible burning, aching pain), experience abdominal pain when the GI dysmotility is even worse than usual, neck pain because of the hypertrophic arthropathy that I have due to the congenital vertebral fusion I was born with, and also pain on the bottom of my right foot due to the vascular malformation I was also born with that grew back this year (even though it was removed in 2010).   I have to tip-toe on my right foot because the mass hurts so much.   I’ve had more than 18 surgeries and have another foot surgery coming up to remove the mass once again.   I’m on really strong pain meds, but even those don’t take it all away..

I’ve had sepsis 3 times (2016, 2017, and 2019) and septic shock once (2018).

I have a j-tube in my abdomen to flush medications through because big pills get stuck in my esophagus caused by esophageal dysmotility/weak peristalsis.   I also have a central line in my chest for IV nutrition and IV magnesium for renal magnesium wasting.

I have muscle weakness and fatigue so I have to use a wheel chair for long distances.   I have numerous eye disorders caused by mito—ptosis (drooping of the eyelids, especially when I’m really tired), external ophthalmoplegia (paralysis of certain eye muscles), and nystagmus (involuntarily “shaking” of the eyes).

I also have a mast cell disease, POTS, EDS, and Wilson’s Disease (my doctors say I’m so rare).

I have centrally-mediated vertigo and also complex sleep apnea (both central and obstructive).   I have to use an adaptive-servo ventilator at night because without it, I only breath on my own 40% of the time.

I’ve left out many other medical things, but you get the gist..

As you can see, having mito has been extremely life changing and more difficult than words can explain, but I want you to know that I really and truly could not do this without Jesus.   These beautiful lyrics are by @elevationworship, and when I call on Jesus, He is there for me.   He helps me.   He restores my soul.   He gives me purpose in all of this pain.

P.S. If you made it this far, this month also marks 2 years since I started learning how to hand letter!! ☺  It’s been one of the best decisions ever, and I’m so glad I took Becca’s amazing online courses (@thehappyevercrafter on Instagram).  Lettering has been so therapeutic to me while I’ve been on this journey.

By Kerissa Lee • October 31, 2026
Dear friends, I just cannot believe it’s been more than 2 months since my last blog post! So much has happened, but most of it is very happy news!! ☺️ I saw my GI surgeon in September for my post-op appointment (check out my previous post if you missed what surgery I had in August). I’m all healed thankfully, although there is now a noticeable crater on my abdomen where my j-tube used to be. :( Scar tissue inside is what’s causing that, and she told me I need to be careful when carrying very heavy things because I could get a hernia in that spot. 😣 If that happened, she said she can easily repair it! I definitely don’t want another surgery, though! Aside from the short 4-day hospital stay I had in August for that abdominal surgery, I’m soo happy to share that the middle of November 2026 marks 2 WHOLE YEARS since I was last admitted to the hospital for a “mito crash!” I could cry from tears of happiness, and all praise and glory truly goes to God!! 🥹 My previous stretch of stable health lasted about 17 months (from September 2021 to February 2023), so I surpassed that which is simply amazing! Because my health has been doing so well, even more incredible news is that I got a part time job!! I found work through care.com since I LOVE babies and kids. I started occasionally taking care of a 6 month old baby girl—she’s so adorable!! I also sometimes take care of a 5 year old girl with her 3 year old brother. For both of those jobs, I’m just the backup (for example, when extended family can’t provide care). But, last week, another mom reached out on care.com asking if I could be her 2 daughters’ afternoon nanny every Monday—the oldest girl is 6 years old, and her little sister is almost 3 years old. It’s been so wonderful and fulfilling to be able to work. I never want to take for granted how much of a gift it is to have a job! 🥲 I do still have to rest my body on the days I don’t work because my muscle spasticity gets soo intense and painful. 😞 It feels like my back muscles just continually clench up and spasm. Very thankful for the muscle relaxant Baclofen which helps the extreme tightness! The chronic pain also worsens in my legs/back, and my hand tremors do, too (called minipolymyoclonus). Regardless of these symptoms, it makes me so happy and thankful to God for the ability to work! 💚 You might have noticed that I haven’t mentioned anything lately about my Pain With Purpose store. There are a bunch of reasons, but one of the biggest is that shipping has become more and more expensive which is a bummer. 😞 For the past year, whenever a customer places an order, I’ve been paying part of the shipping cost out of my own pocket because I wanted to keep the shipping fee low. I’ve also wanted to keep card prices low because I totally understand how expensive everything is in this economy. But in today’s digital world, a really nice card (at Papyrus, for example) could cost more than $9!! So charging only $2.75 for one of my cards on top of keeping the shipping fee low has been a challenge. After thinking about it a lot, I’ve made the decision to close my store—at least, for now! Next year, it’d be super cool to sell my items (cards, stickers, bookmarks, prints, and magnets) at something like a pop-up! 😊 So I will definitely be sure to keep you posted with any new shop updates! If you did place an order this past year, I wanted to say a big Thank You!! It meant so much to me, and I hope my cards were an encouragement. 🥰 I don't know what God has planned for my future regarding my health and everything else, but I just want to have faith and keep leaning on him for strength, through any future highs or lows. The Lord truly is faithful! Thank you so much for praying for me these past 16+ years. ❤️
By Kerissa Lee • August 21, 2026
Dear friends, I just wanted to thank you all so much for praying for me during my abdominal surgery on August 6th! 💚 All of your messages/emails really encouraged my heart! If you missed my previous post, I had to have an unexpected surgery to take down the jejunostomy tract and repair an enterocutaneous fistula (a rare complication from having a j-tube for 12 years). I truly felt your prayers, and the Lord answered so many of them as well! 🥹 My surgeon only had to remove about 1 1/2 inches of my small intestine which is great news! I was in the hospital for 4 days because my blood pressure was low and pain control was rough (it’s a long story, but pain management is complex due to a specific medication I take daily at home..). But aside from that and having an allergic reaction to the surgical glue, I’ve been healing well. Thank you again for praying!! God has been so faithful throughout this journey. I got a visit from my sweet foster nephew when I was in the hospital (2nd picture)! 🥰 I can’t wait until I can show you his face—he’s so adorable. 🩵 I’ve mentioned this before, but an important medication I take causes severe insomnia (still not falling asleep until anywhere between 3 AM-9 AM). 😞 But I saw my naturopath this past Monday, and she’s going to treat me for suspected cortisol spiking up during the night (which disrupts the body’s circadian rhythm). I’m thankful for the wisdom God gives her, and I’m excited to see if this treatment will help! It will take 6 weeks to see if there’s any benefit, but I first have to specially order it.. 
By Kerissa Lee • August 6, 2026
"God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." -Psalm 46:1