One Day Closer to *OHIO*

Kerissa • April 8, 2013

My parents, sister, and I leave for Cincinnati, Ohio in approximately 5 days!!!  Sooo glad.  Looking back, I know I wouldn’t have made it to April 13th without God’s grace.  I’m so so thankful my appointments are just around the corner.  As much as I don’t want to admit it, my health seems to be declining.  My left leg weakness is getting worse, I’m having uncontrollable eye movements more often, my muscle jerking is getting pretty severe all over, and this fatigue is just plain awful.  All that on top of headaches every day makes me pretty miserable.  I’m so tired all the time, and I wake up late every day.  Because of that, I sometimes don’t have breakfast or lunch, depending on what I want to eat.  And soon after I wake up, my eyes start stinging which makes me want to go back to sleep!

Anyway, our flight leaves on Saturday morning bright and early at 6 am!  We have a layover in Salt Lake City but will arrive in Ohio as early as 3 in the afternoon.  Hopefully we’ll know by Sunday whether there’s a room available at the Ronald McDonald House which is just across the street from Cincinnati Children’s.

*I see Genetics on Monday the 15th, then Neurology (4/16), and lastly, Pain Management (4/17).  Each appointment is over 2 hours long!  Thursday and Friday (4/18-19) is left open in case the doctors order more tests or refer me to other departments.*

Love this song by Jeremy Camp because it really inspires me to keep walking this journey for God’s glory.  My prayer going into this next step is that, whether the doctors give me a new diagnosis or no diagnosis yet, God will be praised and honored.

“Reign In Me”

I have seen so many teardrops
Fall to the ground
I’ve held the hand of God’s children
Once lost and now found

I have walked it and I know
That my King is alive

And no other one
Has the love You provide

I want all who I meet
To see You through me

I want all that I speak to be You

If there’s anything that I would pray
It’s that the whole world would seek Your face
And in spite of who I can be
Please reign in me
Reign in me

I know it starts with the desire
To give You control
To lay down all my dreams
So You have my heart in full

Lord I know this weary battle
It begins on my knees
In everything I want You to be pleased

I can see the waters rising
I can hear the hearts reviving
Through You there’s nothing we can’t do

Let’s carry the people crying
And be a generation fighting
To lead the lost into Your hands

If there’s anything that I would pray
It’s that the whole world would seek Your face
And in spite of who I can be
Please reign in me, oh yeah
Reign in me, yeah
Reign in me, yeah

Reign in me, reign in me
(In my heart , in my mind , in my soul
Be the Lord of my life, take control )
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P.S. Stay tuned!  I’ll try to blog every day while I’m there and post pictures with each update.
By Kerissa Lee April 16, 2026
Hi, friends, I just wanted to write an update on what’s happened since my last post. Sadly, the 2 different tube changes haven’t helped, and there’s still so much leaking around the tube. 🙁 The abdominal pain was decreasing each day, but for some reason, it has ramped up again and has been steadily getting worse the last several days. The pain is sharp and throbbing—it also hurts to use my abdominal muscles. I saw my primary care dr. this past Friday, and he ordered an urgent CT scan. I had that done this past Monday, and the scan shows that the balloon on the tube is lodged in my abdominal wall (it’s called buried bumper syndrome). 😥 So painful, but I’m thankful for answers! I actually had this issue many years ago, and usually, changing the tube size helps. But we’ve already tried 2 different tube sizes in March which hasn’t helped. I don’t know if the tract got damaged or what.. My PCP messaged the surgery team twice now, but they’re not responding still. Ever since my general surgeon left OHSU 2ish years ago to practice in New Orleans, it hasn’t been a good transfer to a different team. 😢 In addition, the CT scan also revealed that I have ground glass opacities in my left lung, so I have to go through work-up for that as well to figure out the cause.. Aside from these latest issues, I’m praising God that my mitochondrial disease has been stable still!! So thankful for God’s grace and faithfulness. The day I got my CT results, I read this excerpt below from one of Joni Eareckson Tada’s daily devotionals, and it was like the Lord was speaking right to my heart. I hope it’s an encouragement to you. ❤️ “Present pain and afflictions tend to heighten future joy. When is peace the sweetest? Right after the conflict. When does a cold drink taste best? When you’ve become very thirsty. When do you appreciate rest the most? After hours of hard labor. When is joyful company most pleasant? After enduring long days of loneliness. The truth is, our recollection of past sufferings may one day enhance the bliss of heaven. Eternity with the Lord will be so much more heavenly to those of us whose faith has been tested, battered, and tried, time and again.” -Joni Eareckson Tada One more thing.. I’d really love prayers for my uncle (my dad’s older brother). He’s been very sick in the neuro ICU with serious issues. First pneumonia, then bacteria in his spine which later broke his back. He had a major spinal surgery but still can’t move his legs. 🥺 On top of that, his kidneys started failing, so he had to be placed on continuous dialysis. He also had to be put on a ventilator due to fluid in his lungs. Then, he still couldn’t breathe well, so he had to get a tracheostomy tube placed in his neck. 🥺 Despite all this, he and his family are so strong and trusting the Lord which is a huge testimony to all of us and to the ICU. Could you please pray for peace, strength, and healing over his body? I know he and his family would be so grateful for your prayers. 💙 P.S. I wish I could show you my foster nephew’s sweet face in this photo from Easter Sunday! He is now 9 months old—the most precious and adorable little boy!! Our lives are so much sweeter with him in it. 🥹
By Kerissa Lee March 31, 2026
Dear Dr. Phillips, There aren’t enough words to express how thankful I am to have had such an amazing GI doctor like you these past 13 years. I think of all the hard challenges that have happened starting at age 20 and beyond: experiencing GI dysmotility, not being able to eat “normal” foods without terrible abdominal pain/distention, only tolerating soft consistencies like baby food pouches (which was not fun as a 22 year old!), needing an NJ tube placed down my nose, having a jejunostomy tube surgically placed, then no longer tolerating tube feeds, dropping down to 77 pounds, getting admitted the day after Christmas to start TPN, being surprised by the extremely high copper levels on my liver biopsy and starting treatment for that, going through septic shock which caused ischemic hepatitis (remember when my liver function test was 1674!), having sepsis 5 other times from multiple central lines and ports, requiring urgent surgery to remove my gallbladder, needing D10 added to my IV fluids for numerous mitochondrial crashes, and much more. Through all the highs and lows, you were there for me, and I truly feel like I hit the “doctor jackpot” to have had a GI specialist as caring, compassionate, knowledgeable, and kind as you. I shed quite a few tears to my chagrin at my last in-person appointment with you in February 2026, and I still do as I reminisce and write this letter. But, they aren’t just tears of sadness. They are also tears of gratitude—I know this journey would have been much more difficult if I didn’t have your wonderful care and support all these years. I’m so happy that I was able to get off of TPN back then after 5 years of being on it. Not only that, but I’m so thankful that I can eat orally to my heart’s content without pain and abdominal distention. I know that’s in part due to you, so thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you so very much for caring for me. I will never forget you, and I wish you all the best as you start your retirement. :’) With immense gratitude, Kerissa
By Kerissa Lee March 17, 2026
"God is always doing more than we know, working toward a good we will one day rejoice in." -Lysa Terkeurst