The Lord is my Strength

Kerissa • January 19, 2012

Though the fig tree does not bud 

and there are no grapes on the vines, 

though the olive crop fails

and the fields produce no food,

though there are no sheep in the pen

and no cattle in the stalls,

yet I will rejoice in the Lord,

I will be joyful in God my Savior.

The Sovereign Lord is my strength.

~Habakkuk 3:17-19


As I reflected on Habakkuk’s words, I thought about how they relate to me.  Not in the sense of there being no grapes on the vines or sheep in the pen, but more like the following ways:

Though it’s almost been a year since I was diagnosed with CRPS in my foot

and I’m now dealing with it in my hand,

though I’m 19 and haven’t yet been able to continue my education after high school, like the rest of my graduating class,

though I can’t play violin yet because of the pain and stiffness in my fingers,

though faced with the uncertainty of the future

and how there is no cure yet for this condition,

yet “I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Savior“


BECAUSE

The Sovereign LORD is my strength.


Now, after reading a few of my “thoughs,” you may feel sorry for me, but I don’t want you to. I just want you to know that God is still good in the midst of suffering, and I have made it this far because of the strength that my Sovereign Lord gives me for each day.

Yes, it’s been hard, but I actually thank God for this experience. If this never happened…


-I wouldn’t know all my caring doctors, nurses, and medical assistants

-I wouldn’t have been blessed with the friendships of my therapists and even the front desk receptionists

-I wouldn’t have become as familiar with medical terms and treatments (which may prove helpful later on!)

-My relationship with Christ and love for Him probably wouldn’t be as strong

-I wouldn’t have had a chance to share the love of Christ with those at OHSU and PRA

-and the list goes on! 


So rejoice with me that the Lord gives strength and is sovereign over every area of our lives!

October prayer request

By Kerissa Lee • October 19, 2025
Dear friends, At the beginning of October, I started taking a new medication for the autoimmune disease. I thought I was tolerating it just fine, but after several days passed, I began experiencing nausea, loss of appetite, weakness all over, and increased pain. 🙁 It’s like I’m experiencing another “mito crash.” I found out that this specific lupus medication affects mitochondria. That is, it causes an overproduction of reactive oxygen species (ROS). This, in turn, causes cell damage and oxidative stress. I sure wish the rheumatologists would have known about this before prescribing. But I have to remember that Mitochondrial DNA Depletion Syndrome is rare, and they’re not “mito experts.” Anyways, the last time I felt like this was back in May.. I’m so grateful to God that I haven’t needed to be hospitalized from this, but at the same time, I’m also sad that this happened at all, especially because I had such a nice stretch of stable health. I’d really appreciate your prayers, that this muscle weakness can resolve soon, and that this increased pain all over will get back to my baseline. Every time I have a “mito crash,” it feels like I’m fighting the flu which always sucks. The pain has been hard to bear. And whenever I’m in the thick of it, it’s difficult to remember that this too will eventually pass. 😢 Pray that I will endure and follow Jesus’ example like this passage from Hebrews 12:1-2– “Let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross...” Thank you all so much for praying for me. ❤️

Thank you! (+ a prayer request)

By Kerissa Lee • October 4, 2025
"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness." James 1:2-3

Praises & Prayer Requests

By Kerissa Lee • September 3, 2025
"The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness." Lamentations 3:22-23