J-tube update
"God is always doing more than we know, working toward a good we will one day rejoice in."
-Lysa Terkeurst

Hi, friends,
I just wanted to thank you so much for all of your sweet texts, messages, and prayers these past several weeks during this whole abscess/j-tube debacle. Your loving prayers have been carrying me through a rough bump in the road. ❤️
In my last post, I shared that the surgery NP ordered an x-ray with contrast to check tube placement. Well, the results showed that contrast would come out around the tube and pool onto the skin.
I was hoping they could get me in on Monday the 9th, but the smaller tube size had to be ordered. Thankfully, a resident was able to see me on Friday the 13th, but it sadly didn’t come without challenges.
The resident noted the raw tissue but wanted me to try the topical lidocaine gel first. He said that local anesthetic contains epinephrin which constricts blood vessels, and because of the raw tissue, there’s a higher risk for infection. Even though I’ve tried topical gel in the past (which didn’t help), I didn’t want to seem like a difficult patient, so I agreed. It numbed the skin really well, but not the tract itself. So when he tried pulling the tube out, I kept saying “Ow, ow, owww.” But he sadly kept going and pulled the whole thing out. I bled a lot and burst into tears because the pain was soo bad. I just have experienced one too many traumatic tube changes. 😭 He then decided to inject lidocaine before inserting the new tube, but I really wish that could have been done in the first place to avoid unnecessary pain and suffering. :’(
I’m really thankful, though, that the Lord blessed me with a kind resident—he actually apologized that he caused me pain (which I think is rare for a general surgeon!).
Could you please pray for the site and tract to heal completely—it’s still really painful and leaking, and I’m not sure if it’s because the tract got damaged from 2 back-to-back tube changes… :( Or, maybe the whole area is just really irritated and inflamed.. Saturday night, I couldn’t fall asleep until after 8 AM the next morning due to the pain. It feels like my small intestine is clenching/twisting which unfortunately causes the tube to push in and out throughout the day and night.


