Part 1- My first visit to the ER/first admission to OHSU

Kerissa • September 18, 2013

Around this time one year ago, I was in the hospital!  I never fully blogged about those long weeks because it was too fresh in my mind, but to bring more awareness about mito, I will tell you the story.

It was a Wednesday.  September 5th, 2012.  To this day, I still don’t know what caused that severe headache.  Maybe it was stress…  A couple weeks before, I began volunteering in my local hospital’s neonatal intensive care unit.  At the time, volunteering didn’t seem stressful to me, but I was still getting used to walking long periods (the spinal cord stimulator I had implanted a year before helped the CRPS pain, but being on my feet for several hours once again aggravated the CRPS and I had flare-ups while volunteering).  Also, I was fighting a cold.

Anyway, that Wednesday evening, I started experiencing a terrible headache at the base of my skull.  I was confused.  I never got headaches!  OTCs like Advil and Aleve didn’t help at all, so those next several days were a struggle.  6 days later, I noticed that my left eyelid was drooping.  I thought it was because I was tired, so I took a nap.  That didn’t help.  Trying not to freak out, I saw my pain dr. that day for a follow-up.  Immediately, he noticed that the droop wasn’t normal.  Thinking that this was possibly due to my cervical instability (I had x-rays a few weeks before for radicular neck pain which showed I have mild anterolisthesis due to EDS), he sent an urgent referral for me to be seen by a spine specialist.  They still couldn’t fit me in for another week, so I headed home, my eye and headaches not feeling any better.  On Friday, my eyelid droop was bothering me so much!  I kept thinking, “What’s going on??”  So my mom called the dr.-on-call at the spine center and told of my predicament.  The resident sent me to the ER, explaining that any facial-related symptoms could be serious.

The attending physician at Doernbecher’s ER wanted me to get some MRIs, but because I had a metal implant in my back, that was contraindicated.  We were in a dilemma.  My pain dr. didn’t want me to get a CT scan because of the high-dose radiation, but the dr. in the ER said that was the only thing we could do.  Despite the risks, I decided on the CT scan, so Dr. M ordered a brain CT and one of my cervical spine (both without contrast dye).  CT scans are incredibly fast, and we had results in no time!  Imagine my dismay went they both came back normal.  I got sent home but had no clue how I’d “make it” another day.

Saturday, my drooping eyelid got even worse to the point that my vision was blocked.  I was miserable, trying to deal with that, worsening headaches, neck pain, and several canker sores in my mouth.  This time, my mom called the dr.-on-call who worked with my pain specialist.  They recommended that I head back to the ER, and they even told the ER that I was coming.  *sigh*

That second ER visit was like night and day!  When I arrived there, I was thrust into a different world.  I remember having 7 tubes of blood drawn.  I wasn’t allowed to eat or drink.  I had to have a bladder scan and urinalysis.  A 3rd year neurology resident came to see me.  I had countless neuro exams (checking strength, reflexes, etc.) by her and a medical student.  I had no idea that I was hyperreflexic throughout and my left leg was completely weak…I couldn’t even resist her pressure.  I was so shocked that I had a weak leg.

When my parents asked her what she thought was going on, she mentioned that I could have an autoimmune neuromuscular disease called Myasthenia Gravis (which means “grave muscle weakness”) or Multiple Sclerosis but that I need to go through further neurological work-up.  When she left the room, I looked both conditions up online.  Reading the list of symptoms, mine didn’t fully match with either of them.  It was a complete mystery, and I hated that I was so complicated.

Other than a sweet visit from my pain dr. and one from a family friend, the minutes slowly crept by.  At 1:00 AM, I was still in the ER.  My nurse came to wheel me to Radiology where I had 2 more CT scans but this time with contrast dye.  I definitely didn’t want more radiation, but the doctors really wanted more images to check for stroke or carotid artery dissection.  Contrast dye for CT is totally different from that used for MRIs.  When the tech injected the dye into an IV, it felt like burning hot liquid traveling through my body from head to toe.

*side note: I later learned that one CT scan is like standing non-stop in the sun for 20 months.  Ugh.  That meant the 4 CT scans I had would be like standing in the sun for 80 months (more than 6 1/2 years).  In my hospital bed, I kept seeing a lot of my hair stuck to the sheets.  If I could travel back to that time now, I would have declined the 2 additional CTs.*

At 3 AM Sunday morning, I finally got admitted to my own hospital room on 10K, the neurology floor.  Dead tired, I slipped into the bed sheets without even brushing my teeth or eating something.  I was NPO in the ER, so I didn’t eat food for more than 14 hours.

I woke up at 6 that morning, hungry and needing to use the restroom.  It was still dark out, so I ate a CLIF bar that I had brought in my bag.  I then dozed off for about an hour.  A tech later came to wheel me to Radiology once again where I had 2 chest x-rays.  If I did have Myasthenia Gravis like the doctors wondered, they wanted to take a look at my lungs and see if I had trouble breathing.

My case was very difficult to the doctors.  I had no fatigueable component to my muscles which can indicate MG, but the fact that my drooping eyelid was slightly better that day made things challenging as Myasthenia Gravis can present with intermittent weakness.  But since they were still waiting on pending blood work, the doctors believed I was safe for discharge home.  I was glad!

Up next: Part 2!

By Kerissa Lee April 16, 2026
Hi, friends, I just wanted to write an update on what’s happened since my last post. Sadly, the 2 different tube changes haven’t helped, and there’s still so much leaking around the tube. 🙁 The abdominal pain was decreasing each day, but for some reason, it has ramped up again and has been steadily getting worse the last several days. The pain is sharp and throbbing—it also hurts to use my abdominal muscles. I saw my primary care dr. this past Friday, and he ordered an urgent CT scan. I had that done this past Monday, and the scan shows that the balloon on the tube is lodged in my abdominal wall (it’s called buried bumper syndrome). 😥 So painful, but I’m thankful for answers! I actually had this issue many years ago, and usually, changing the tube size helps. But we’ve already tried 2 different tube sizes in March which hasn’t helped. I don’t know if the tract got damaged or what.. My PCP messaged the surgery team twice now, but they’re not responding still. Ever since my general surgeon left OHSU 2ish years ago to practice in New Orleans, it hasn’t been a good transfer to a different team. 😢 In addition, the CT scan also revealed that I have ground glass opacities in my left lung, so I have to go through work-up for that as well to figure out the cause.. Aside from these latest issues, I’m praising God that my mitochondrial disease has been stable still!! So thankful for God’s grace and faithfulness. The day I got my CT results, I read this excerpt below from one of Joni Eareckson Tada’s daily devotionals, and it was like the Lord was speaking right to my heart. I hope it’s an encouragement to you. ❤️ “Present pain and afflictions tend to heighten future joy. When is peace the sweetest? Right after the conflict. When does a cold drink taste best? When you’ve become very thirsty. When do you appreciate rest the most? After hours of hard labor. When is joyful company most pleasant? After enduring long days of loneliness. The truth is, our recollection of past sufferings may one day enhance the bliss of heaven. Eternity with the Lord will be so much more heavenly to those of us whose faith has been tested, battered, and tried, time and again.” -Joni Eareckson Tada One more thing.. I’d really love prayers for my uncle (my dad’s older brother). He’s been very sick in the neuro ICU with serious issues. First pneumonia, then bacteria in his spine which later broke his back. He had a major spinal surgery but still can’t move his legs. 🥺 On top of that, his kidneys started failing, so he had to be placed on continuous dialysis. He also had to be put on a ventilator due to fluid in his lungs. Then, he still couldn’t breathe well, so he had to get a tracheostomy tube placed in his neck. 🥺 Despite all this, he and his family are so strong and trusting the Lord which is a huge testimony to all of us and to the ICU. Could you please pray for peace, strength, and healing over his body? I know he and his family would be so grateful for your prayers. 💙 P.S. I wish I could show you my foster nephew’s sweet face in this photo from Easter Sunday! He is now 9 months old—the most precious and adorable little boy!! Our lives are so much sweeter with him in it. 🥹
By Kerissa Lee March 31, 2026
Dear Dr. Phillips, There aren’t enough words to express how thankful I am to have had such an amazing GI doctor like you these past 13 years. I think of all the hard challenges that have happened starting at age 20 and beyond: experiencing GI dysmotility, not being able to eat “normal” foods without terrible abdominal pain/distention, only tolerating soft consistencies like baby food pouches (which was not fun as a 22 year old!), needing an NJ tube placed down my nose, having a jejunostomy tube surgically placed, then no longer tolerating tube feeds, dropping down to 77 pounds, getting admitted the day after Christmas to start TPN, being surprised by the extremely high copper levels on my liver biopsy and starting treatment for that, going through septic shock which caused ischemic hepatitis (remember when my liver function test was 1674!), having sepsis 5 other times from multiple central lines and ports, requiring urgent surgery to remove my gallbladder, needing D10 added to my IV fluids for numerous mitochondrial crashes, and much more. Through all the highs and lows, you were there for me, and I truly feel like I hit the “doctor jackpot” to have had a GI specialist as caring, compassionate, knowledgeable, and kind as you. I shed quite a few tears to my chagrin at my last in-person appointment with you in February 2026, and I still do as I reminisce and write this letter. But, they aren’t just tears of sadness. They are also tears of gratitude—I know this journey would have been much more difficult if I didn’t have your wonderful care and support all these years. I’m so happy that I was able to get off of TPN back then after 5 years of being on it. Not only that, but I’m so thankful that I can eat orally to my heart’s content without pain and abdominal distention. I know that’s in part due to you, so thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you so very much for caring for me. I will never forget you, and I wish you all the best as you start your retirement. :’) With immense gratitude, Kerissa
By Kerissa Lee March 17, 2026
"God is always doing more than we know, working toward a good we will one day rejoice in." -Lysa Terkeurst