Part 1- My first visit to the ER/first admission to OHSU

Kerissa • September 18, 2013

Around this time one year ago, I was in the hospital!  I never fully blogged about those long weeks because it was too fresh in my mind, but to bring more awareness about mito, I will tell you the story.

It was a Wednesday.  September 5th, 2012.  To this day, I still don’t know what caused that severe headache.  Maybe it was stress…  A couple weeks before, I began volunteering in my local hospital’s neonatal intensive care unit.  At the time, volunteering didn’t seem stressful to me, but I was still getting used to walking long periods (the spinal cord stimulator I had implanted a year before helped the CRPS pain, but being on my feet for several hours once again aggravated the CRPS and I had flare-ups while volunteering).  Also, I was fighting a cold.

Anyway, that Wednesday evening, I started experiencing a terrible headache at the base of my skull.  I was confused.  I never got headaches!  OTCs like Advil and Aleve didn’t help at all, so those next several days were a struggle.  6 days later, I noticed that my left eyelid was drooping.  I thought it was because I was tired, so I took a nap.  That didn’t help.  Trying not to freak out, I saw my pain dr. that day for a follow-up.  Immediately, he noticed that the droop wasn’t normal.  Thinking that this was possibly due to my cervical instability (I had x-rays a few weeks before for radicular neck pain which showed I have mild anterolisthesis due to EDS), he sent an urgent referral for me to be seen by a spine specialist.  They still couldn’t fit me in for another week, so I headed home, my eye and headaches not feeling any better.  On Friday, my eyelid droop was bothering me so much!  I kept thinking, “What’s going on??”  So my mom called the dr.-on-call at the spine center and told of my predicament.  The resident sent me to the ER, explaining that any facial-related symptoms could be serious.

The attending physician at Doernbecher’s ER wanted me to get some MRIs, but because I had a metal implant in my back, that was contraindicated.  We were in a dilemma.  My pain dr. didn’t want me to get a CT scan because of the high-dose radiation, but the dr. in the ER said that was the only thing we could do.  Despite the risks, I decided on the CT scan, so Dr. M ordered a brain CT and one of my cervical spine (both without contrast dye).  CT scans are incredibly fast, and we had results in no time!  Imagine my dismay went they both came back normal.  I got sent home but had no clue how I’d “make it” another day.

Saturday, my drooping eyelid got even worse to the point that my vision was blocked.  I was miserable, trying to deal with that, worsening headaches, neck pain, and several canker sores in my mouth.  This time, my mom called the dr.-on-call who worked with my pain specialist.  They recommended that I head back to the ER, and they even told the ER that I was coming.  *sigh*

That second ER visit was like night and day!  When I arrived there, I was thrust into a different world.  I remember having 7 tubes of blood drawn.  I wasn’t allowed to eat or drink.  I had to have a bladder scan and urinalysis.  A 3rd year neurology resident came to see me.  I had countless neuro exams (checking strength, reflexes, etc.) by her and a medical student.  I had no idea that I was hyperreflexic throughout and my left leg was completely weak…I couldn’t even resist her pressure.  I was so shocked that I had a weak leg.

When my parents asked her what she thought was going on, she mentioned that I could have an autoimmune neuromuscular disease called Myasthenia Gravis (which means “grave muscle weakness”) or Multiple Sclerosis but that I need to go through further neurological work-up.  When she left the room, I looked both conditions up online.  Reading the list of symptoms, mine didn’t fully match with either of them.  It was a complete mystery, and I hated that I was so complicated.

Other than a sweet visit from my pain dr. and one from a family friend, the minutes slowly crept by.  At 1:00 AM, I was still in the ER.  My nurse came to wheel me to Radiology where I had 2 more CT scans but this time with contrast dye.  I definitely didn’t want more radiation, but the doctors really wanted more images to check for stroke or carotid artery dissection.  Contrast dye for CT is totally different from that used for MRIs.  When the tech injected the dye into an IV, it felt like burning hot liquid traveling through my body from head to toe.

*side note: I later learned that one CT scan is like standing non-stop in the sun for 20 months.  Ugh.  That meant the 4 CT scans I had would be like standing in the sun for 80 months (more than 6 1/2 years).  In my hospital bed, I kept seeing a lot of my hair stuck to the sheets.  If I could travel back to that time now, I would have declined the 2 additional CTs.*

At 3 AM Sunday morning, I finally got admitted to my own hospital room on 10K, the neurology floor.  Dead tired, I slipped into the bed sheets without even brushing my teeth or eating something.  I was NPO in the ER, so I didn’t eat food for more than 14 hours.

I woke up at 6 that morning, hungry and needing to use the restroom.  It was still dark out, so I ate a CLIF bar that I had brought in my bag.  I then dozed off for about an hour.  A tech later came to wheel me to Radiology once again where I had 2 chest x-rays.  If I did have Myasthenia Gravis like the doctors wondered, they wanted to take a look at my lungs and see if I had trouble breathing.

My case was very difficult to the doctors.  I had no fatigueable component to my muscles which can indicate MG, but the fact that my drooping eyelid was slightly better that day made things challenging as Myasthenia Gravis can present with intermittent weakness.  But since they were still waiting on pending blood work, the doctors believed I was safe for discharge home.  I was glad!

Up next: Part 2!

By Kerissa Lee July 16, 2026
Dear friends, I shared in my last post how excited I was that my j-tube was going to be switched back to the low-profile version at an appointment on June 23rd. Well, that sadly didn’t happen because my surgeon wasn’t comfortable with how much pain, swelling, and bleeding I was still experiencing. It’s a long story and hard to understand unless you’re very familiar with j-tubes, but basically, she said switching wouldn’t be a good idea, and we could try again in a few months. Unfortunately, things have only gotten worse, and no matter how many times I adjust this j-tube, the balloon for some reason keeps getting lodged into my abdominal muscle—it causes horrible pain, and not even my pain medication helps! I almost went to the ED the other day…that’s how bad the pain has been. 🥺 After thinking and praying about it a lot, I finally decided to ask my surgeon if I could have my j-tube completely removed since she still can’t find the cause of why the balloon keeps getting stuck. It’s been nearly 12 years using one, so this is a big deal! I just feel like the tract is somehow failing since the surgery was so long ago. Unfortunately, it can’t be done until the last week of July since it’s a policy of the surgery clinic to not use the tube for 2 whole weeks before completely removing (don’t know the exact day of removal yet). I can’t believe it’s almost the end of an era! The Lord has been so faithful and given me strength to endure over a decade of having a constant tube sticking out of my abdomen. Some days were truly so rough—remember I had that huge abdominal abscess back in 2023 and had to have bedside abdominal surgery and drains placed in the ED? I couldn’t have done this without God’s help. 🥹 You might be wondering, “What happens if I get worse again or have more mitochondrial flares?” Thankfully, I still have my port, so if I was hospitalized many times again, I would be given IV medications and infusions. And, if I did possibly need a tube again, I could have a g-tube placed in my stomach which is a much smaller surgery than a j-tube placed in the small intestine. We’ll cross that bridge if we come to it! In other news, I’ve been continuing to do so very well mitochondrial-wise, and God has been gracious and merciful! I feel undeserving of this huge gift of health when so many others I know are struggling (please keep praying for my uncle who’s been in the ICU since March)!! 😢😔 Aside from all these tube issues, life lately has been so full, but in the best way. I was able to study and complete the training to receive my Pediatric First Aid/CPR/AED certification! I’ve been applying to different nanny jobs and even had my first interview last week! It would simply be amazing if it would work out to have a part-time nanny job for 1-2 days per week when I don’t babysit my foster nephew. Speaking of my sweet foster nephew, he recently turned 1!! He had a “One-in-the-Sun” 1st birthday party which was super cute and special! It’s been so neat to see God’s hand on his life from birth til now.. Considering he was in the hospital for a whole month after he was born, he’s truly come soo far, and life is very sweet with him in it! 🥹💙 On top of all that, I was finally able to take the DMV driver’s test, and guess what?! I PASSED!!! 🥰 So so happy and thankful I was able to complete this simple rite-of-passage that many people half my age often take for granted. I constantly think how huge of a gift it is to simply be physically well enough to drive around town. 🥹 After reading this, you might think I'm all healed! And while I am feeling so much better than before, I just wanted to share that I still do experience mitochondrial symptoms every day: spasticity (it often wakes me up during the night because my back muscles tighten/spasm a lot), central vertigo, minipolymyoclonus which causes muscle jerking and tremors in my hands, chronic pain, insomnia, and many other things. But, I'm so thankful to God for different medications I'm on to help these ongoing issues. There are good days and bad days, but I just look back and see how much worse I used to be! I don't know how long this stable period will last, but I continually thank and praise God for it! 🥹 
By Kerissa Lee June 17, 2026
Hello, friends, I just wanted to share a blog update and thank you all so much for your prayers these last several weeks. ❤️ They help me to persevere! I previously posted that the interventional radiology team said my old port needs to be removed because of the site being too exposed from skin breakdown. Well, on May 19th, I had a virtual appointment with the IR nurse practitioner. To my great disappointment, she didn’t want me to get a new port and said I need a central line instead. I tried explaining to her that all my previous central lines always got infected and caused sepsis, but she still wouldn’t budge. 😞 I left that appointment and cried. I kept reciting Romans 8:28 (“And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose”). I knew that God was in control, but I was still so sad.. The next day was my port removal surgery and central line placement. Many of you already know this from FB/IG, but I wanted to re-share the following here on my blog as well! When I met the attending physician who was going to do the surgery, I told him my whole story and asked if he could please consider placing a new port instead of a central line. And do you want to hear something soo amazing?! He nonchalantly said, “I can place a port!” I was so shocked! 🥹 I immediately felt God’s mercy and kindness in sovereignly arranging this specific doctor to be the one to care for me. Both surgeries were back to back, and everything was much more difficult than he was expecting! In his chart notes, he stated that it took “more than twice the usual time, an unusually large amount of materials, and required a very high level of technical expertise and skill.” It was a great challenge removing my old port because of scar tissue and because it was so embedded to my chest wall. 😥 He had to yank, pull, and manipulate a ton—all of that caused a huge bruise to form over my chest. When he used fluoroscopy (moving x-ray), he also saw on x-ray that there’s a 7 mm cylindrical foreign body in my chest (pictured below). He assumes it’s a retained port fragment from an old port surgery that happened years ago. We’re just going to leave it there.. 😟 I was awake the whole time because none of the sedation meds worked! I’ve unfortunately had more than 20+ surgeries/procedures, so my body has become immune to certain sedation meds. The team recommends that I have much stronger anesthesia next time.. So thankful that the Lord helped me through this painful process! In other news, I finally get to have this temporary, bulky j-tube replaced with a low-profile one on the 23rd! My GI surgeon was hoping that the temporary tube would give the site a break and help heal all the inflammation (which was caused by buried bumper syndrome when the balloon got stuck in the abdominal wall 2 months ago). And I think that did the trick because the site is no longer leaking a ton! 🥲 Praying that switching back to the low-profile tube doesn’t cause an uptick in pain/leaking.. Last week, I had a bit of a scare when blood started coming out of the j-tube stoma (hole) for several days. We don’t exactly know what caused the bleeding, but thankfully, it stopped! If it does happen again, the GI nurse practitioner ordered an abdominal ultrasound.. If you made it this far, I’d so appreciate continued prayers for my sleep. Still experiencing bad insomnia as a side effect from an important medication that I need. It’s so hard when I can’t fall asleep until after 5:30-6:30 AM every single day. 😔 I don’t know what else to do except take each day as it comes and lean on the Lord for endurance. 💚 Aside from this, still so grateful to God that I’m doing really well mitochondrial-wise! For those who may not remember, my naturopathic doctor at the OHSU pain center started me on 2 very strong antioxidants last year: liposomal glutathione and n-acetyl cysteine. When I started taking both regularly for several months, the neck weakness resolved and the overall muscle fatigue improved a lot. By God’s grace, I’ve physically been very stable which is a huge answer to prayer!! 🥹 P.S. It’s taken me a while to share this, but a few months ago, I added 11 new card designs to my shop. Here are some of my faves. ☺️ I’ve sadly run into another unfortunate predicament with the e-commerce site I sell on, but I’ll try to share that story another time.. 😕 
By Kerissa Lee May 15, 2026
Hi, friends, Last week, I unfortunately caught norovirus from my parents who caught it most likely from a wedding. 😞 All the vomiting caused dehydration, and my heart rate was high (up to 150 bpm). Every 30 minutes, I kept getting a notification on my Apple Watch saying that my heart rate was too high. Thankful I didn’t have to get admitted and could infuse the rest of my IV bags here at home. My neck is showing signs of weakness like after the time I got sick in Hawaii. 🥺 Really praying the muscles are just trying to recover from the vomiting/dry-heaving.. On top of that, the skin at my port site has sadly been breaking down over time. My dr. ordered a PICC line for me to let the port site heal. But the IR (interventional radiology) team said I need to have my port surgically removed because the site is “too exposed.” Definitely wasn’t expecting that! 😥 The IR team wants me to get a central line instead of another port, but I tried explaining to them that I’ve had sepsis too many times from multiple central lines. Plus, my quality of life is so much better with a port because I can shower when the needle is de-accessed. That’s just one of the reasons.. If I had a central line, I’d have to cover it and put tape all over which is not fun. I have a virtual appointment with someone on the IR team this coming Tuesday. Could you please pray the radiologist will be understanding, compassionate, and willing for me to have another port placed? I know this is in God’s hands regardless of the outcome. 💚 Surgery to remove my port and place something new (whether it’s a port or central line) is this coming Wednesday.. We’ll know the time the day before.. I’ve been reading a memoir by a young mother named Amber Emily Smith who tragically lost her 3-year old son to drowning in their family’s pool. In her book, she shared the story of the poet Annie Johnson Flint who developed a severe arthritis that left her hands disfigured and also caused her unable to walk. It was in the midst of her suffering that she became a poet. I’m sure many of you have read this poem before, but it’s such an encouraging one, and I hope it fills your heart with hope. ❤️ “God hath not promised smooth roads and wise, Swift, easy travel, needing no guide; Never a mountain rocky and steep, Never a river turbid and deep. But God hath promised strength for the day, Rest for the labor, light for the way, Grace for the trials, help from above, Unfailing sympathy, undying love.”