Part 1- My first visit to the ER/first admission to OHSU

Kerissa • September 18, 2013

Around this time one year ago, I was in the hospital!  I never fully blogged about those long weeks because it was too fresh in my mind, but to bring more awareness about mito, I will tell you the story.

It was a Wednesday.  September 5th, 2012.  To this day, I still don’t know what caused that severe headache.  Maybe it was stress…  A couple weeks before, I began volunteering in my local hospital’s neonatal intensive care unit.  At the time, volunteering didn’t seem stressful to me, but I was still getting used to walking long periods (the spinal cord stimulator I had implanted a year before helped the CRPS pain, but being on my feet for several hours once again aggravated the CRPS and I had flare-ups while volunteering).  Also, I was fighting a cold.

Anyway, that Wednesday evening, I started experiencing a terrible headache at the base of my skull.  I was confused.  I never got headaches!  OTCs like Advil and Aleve didn’t help at all, so those next several days were a struggle.  6 days later, I noticed that my left eyelid was drooping.  I thought it was because I was tired, so I took a nap.  That didn’t help.  Trying not to freak out, I saw my pain dr. that day for a follow-up.  Immediately, he noticed that the droop wasn’t normal.  Thinking that this was possibly due to my cervical instability (I had x-rays a few weeks before for radicular neck pain which showed I have mild anterolisthesis due to EDS), he sent an urgent referral for me to be seen by a spine specialist.  They still couldn’t fit me in for another week, so I headed home, my eye and headaches not feeling any better.  On Friday, my eyelid droop was bothering me so much!  I kept thinking, “What’s going on??”  So my mom called the dr.-on-call at the spine center and told of my predicament.  The resident sent me to the ER, explaining that any facial-related symptoms could be serious.

The attending physician at Doernbecher’s ER wanted me to get some MRIs, but because I had a metal implant in my back, that was contraindicated.  We were in a dilemma.  My pain dr. didn’t want me to get a CT scan because of the high-dose radiation, but the dr. in the ER said that was the only thing we could do.  Despite the risks, I decided on the CT scan, so Dr. M ordered a brain CT and one of my cervical spine (both without contrast dye).  CT scans are incredibly fast, and we had results in no time!  Imagine my dismay went they both came back normal.  I got sent home but had no clue how I’d “make it” another day.

Saturday, my drooping eyelid got even worse to the point that my vision was blocked.  I was miserable, trying to deal with that, worsening headaches, neck pain, and several canker sores in my mouth.  This time, my mom called the dr.-on-call who worked with my pain specialist.  They recommended that I head back to the ER, and they even told the ER that I was coming.  *sigh*

That second ER visit was like night and day!  When I arrived there, I was thrust into a different world.  I remember having 7 tubes of blood drawn.  I wasn’t allowed to eat or drink.  I had to have a bladder scan and urinalysis.  A 3rd year neurology resident came to see me.  I had countless neuro exams (checking strength, reflexes, etc.) by her and a medical student.  I had no idea that I was hyperreflexic throughout and my left leg was completely weak…I couldn’t even resist her pressure.  I was so shocked that I had a weak leg.

When my parents asked her what she thought was going on, she mentioned that I could have an autoimmune neuromuscular disease called Myasthenia Gravis (which means “grave muscle weakness”) or Multiple Sclerosis but that I need to go through further neurological work-up.  When she left the room, I looked both conditions up online.  Reading the list of symptoms, mine didn’t fully match with either of them.  It was a complete mystery, and I hated that I was so complicated.

Other than a sweet visit from my pain dr. and one from a family friend, the minutes slowly crept by.  At 1:00 AM, I was still in the ER.  My nurse came to wheel me to Radiology where I had 2 more CT scans but this time with contrast dye.  I definitely didn’t want more radiation, but the doctors really wanted more images to check for stroke or carotid artery dissection.  Contrast dye for CT is totally different from that used for MRIs.  When the tech injected the dye into an IV, it felt like burning hot liquid traveling through my body from head to toe.

*side note: I later learned that one CT scan is like standing non-stop in the sun for 20 months.  Ugh.  That meant the 4 CT scans I had would be like standing in the sun for 80 months (more than 6 1/2 years).  In my hospital bed, I kept seeing a lot of my hair stuck to the sheets.  If I could travel back to that time now, I would have declined the 2 additional CTs.*

At 3 AM Sunday morning, I finally got admitted to my own hospital room on 10K, the neurology floor.  Dead tired, I slipped into the bed sheets without even brushing my teeth or eating something.  I was NPO in the ER, so I didn’t eat food for more than 14 hours.

I woke up at 6 that morning, hungry and needing to use the restroom.  It was still dark out, so I ate a CLIF bar that I had brought in my bag.  I then dozed off for about an hour.  A tech later came to wheel me to Radiology once again where I had 2 chest x-rays.  If I did have Myasthenia Gravis like the doctors wondered, they wanted to take a look at my lungs and see if I had trouble breathing.

My case was very difficult to the doctors.  I had no fatigueable component to my muscles which can indicate MG, but the fact that my drooping eyelid was slightly better that day made things challenging as Myasthenia Gravis can present with intermittent weakness.  But since they were still waiting on pending blood work, the doctors believed I was safe for discharge home.  I was glad!

Up next: Part 2!

By Kerissa Lee November 17, 2025
Dear friends, Thank you so much for praying for me when I had that bad reaction to the autoimmune medication last month. I’m so incredibly blessed by your love and support. ❤️ I saw rheumatology recently, and instead of trying to prevent actual autoimmune disease from starting, they want to just monitor without any medication therapy. In other words, they want to see if more symptoms like fevers or rashes will appear (besides the joint pain that I already experience).. The medicine I did try (which worsened my mitochondrial symptoms) is actually the “safest” out there, and the other treatments for autoimmune disorders are much harder on the body—the team doesn’t think I’ll tolerate those well.. It’s difficult for them to know if all the bad antibodies that have been found in my blood will cause “actual” disease, and only time will tell.. So the plan is to just monitor and follow up with them in February. I wanted to see if my body could recover from this setback without having my IV fluids switched to a higher dextrose percentage. But by the last week of October (week 3 of this mitochondrial flare), the muscle weakness and increased pain all over was sadly still persisting, so I told my doctor. He sent in a new IV fluids order with the higher dextrose, and I’ve been receiving it for about 2 weeks now. I have definitely noticed an improvement in the muscle weakness which has been a huge blessing from the Lord. It was such a gift to feel well enough to go to a friend’s wedding reception at my church last week. 🥹 My cup was filled because I haven’t been able to see so many church friends in years! Regarding the piece of plaque that traveled to a small artery in my retina, I just had the carotid duplex scan completed last Tuesday to see if there’s any narrowing in the neck arteries. I also have the heart echocardiogram scheduled for tomorrow. My biggest, ongoing struggle has been my sleep. I’ve sadly been in a “catch 22” situation for many months now. I mentioned before that I was started on a new and safer pain medication this year. A rare side effect is insomnia, and it’s simply horrible. Night after night, every single day, I’m not able to fall asleep until after 4-6 AM. 😢 Believe me, I’ve tried every type of trick…from different sleep medications that my sleep specialist has prescribed, to all sorts of sleep supplements, praying, listening to worship music or white noise, stopping caffeine intake, etc. Nothing helps. The thing is, if I didn’t take this “new” pain medication, the pain from Mitochondrial DNA Depletion Syndrome is difficult to manage and it’s like an 8-9 on the pain scale. So then I’m up through the night, in horrible pain, and not able to sleep. But when I do take this medication, the pain is manageable, and it’s much safer to be on... Yet, I can’t sleep well while on it... Catch 22. I don’t know what to do, and it’s hard not to feel alone in this struggle. I’m so thankful to God that my health in other areas has been pretty stable.. In fact, this month (November) marks ONE WHOLE YEAR since I was last admitted to the hospital! Isn’t that soo amazing? Aside from these occasional mitochondrial flares/crashes (which happened in December, May, and October), I’ve been doing incredibly well, now that the neck weakness has resolved. But, this sleep struggle persists day after day.. I would love to be able to attend my church’s morning service in person or do many other activities in the morning. 😞 But I’m super exhausted. So many times, I ask God, “How do I go on and keep doing this every single night?” One thing I’ve learned is that God’s grace is truly sufficient for each day. He is the one who supplies me with the energy and grace to keep enduring. It’s hard, and I don’t know how long this sleep trial will last.. But, as Thanksgiving draws near, I’m reminded that I do have so much to be thankful for. Some of the biggest things: being physically able to help babysit my 4-month old foster nephew, shopping at the grocery store, having hand strength to design new note cards like the ones shown here, no longer experiencing neck weakness, and much more. The verse from Zephaniah I recently hand lettered above has been so encouraging lately. God is right by my side; he is mighty to save and will keep helping me through anything that I face. ❤️ 
By Kerissa Lee October 19, 2025
Dear friends, At the beginning of October, I started taking a new medication for the autoimmune disease. I thought I was tolerating it just fine, but after several days passed, I began experiencing nausea, loss of appetite, weakness all over, and increased pain. 🙁 It’s like I’m experiencing another “mito crash.” I found out that this specific lupus medication affects mitochondria. That is, it causes an overproduction of reactive oxygen species (ROS). This, in turn, causes cell damage and oxidative stress. I sure wish the rheumatologists would have known about this before prescribing. But I have to remember that Mitochondrial DNA Depletion Syndrome is rare, and they’re not “mito experts.” Anyways, the last time I felt like this was back in May.. I’m so grateful to God that I haven’t needed to be hospitalized from this, but at the same time, I’m also sad that this happened at all, especially because I had such a nice stretch of stable health. I’d really appreciate your prayers, that this muscle weakness can resolve soon, and that this increased pain all over will get back to my baseline. Every time I have a “mito crash,” it feels like I’m fighting the flu which always sucks. The pain has been hard to bear. And whenever I’m in the thick of it, it’s difficult to remember that this too will eventually pass. 😢 Pray that I will endure and follow Jesus’ example like this passage from Hebrews 12:1-2– “Let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross...” Thank you all so much for praying for me. ❤️
By Kerissa Lee October 4, 2025
"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness." James 1:2-3