Part 2- the next part of my journey (Mito Awareness Day 4)

Kerissa • September 19, 2013

Exactly one year ago, I was readmitted to the hospital for 8 long days due to worsening leg weakness.  It was horrible.  My left leg felt dead and oh so heavy.  Once again, I had to be seen in the ER for the 3rd time in only 5 days.

I became so used to how things work in the ER.  I was examined by medical students, residents, nurses, and attending physicians.  Poked and prodded a million times, I had tubes and tubes of blood drawn to check my erythrocyte sedimentation rate (ESR), complete blood count (CBC), c-reactive protein (CRP), INR, activated partial thromboplastin time (APTT), anti-nuclear antibodies (ANA), thyroid stimulating hormone (TSH), creatine kinase (CK), complete metabolic set, and differential.

I was tested for Lyme Disease, Lupus, Lambert-Eaton Syndrome, Loeyes-Dietz Syndrome, and Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (Type IV-vascular).  All those came back negative….

By that time, my Acetylcholine receptor binding antibodies blood test to check for Myasthenia Gravis was completed, and to my great surprise, I tested slightly positive by one-tenth of a point.  One-tenth.
Doctors still weren’t sure if I had MG because the lab in Portland they sent the blood to often gave false positives.  So the neurology team sent a fresh blood specimen to the Mayo Clinic.  Unfortunately, doctors told us results wouldn’t be finished for 4 weeks.

Still waiting in the ER, I looked out my door and down the hall where I saw two, tall gentlemen walking my way!  I couldn’t believe my eyes!  My pastor, an elder, and two staff members from my church came to visit me, and it did my spirit good to see them!  My pastor gave me this book filled with God’s promises, and he shared this verse with me: “Fear not, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom” (Luke 12:32).  Right then, I felt such peace and knew that, with His help, I could take this on!

That night, I got admitted to 5A.  The hospital was full that day, so I had to share a room with another person.  After I got settled in, a respiratory therapist stopped by.  The neuro team put in an order to have my lung function checked in case I did have Myasthenia Gravis.  I had to breath in as hard as I could with this contraption and push a button at the same time.  And guess what, I passed with flying colors.

My half of the hospital room was so cramped.  It was nothing like my beautiful spacious room on 10K.  I was so tired, so I said goodnight to my family and tried sleeping.  I would have had a wonderful night’s sleep if it wasn’t for the lady in the bed next to me.  I heard she had amputated toes and a recurring wound infection.  For some reason that night, she had nightmares, so every 15 minutes, she screamed and yelled out loud and talked in her sleep.  All throughout the night.  I didn’t get much sleep as you can imagine.  I shed a few tears, homesick, a little upset with all that had gone on, and not liking that unfamiliar place.  I was so grateful I got my own room the next day!

Every single day in the hospital was like deja vu all over again.  Bright and early in the six o’ clock hour, a phlebotomist knocked loudly on my door, flipped on blinding lights, and came to draw five more tubes of blood.  I became so used to everything—I even started trying to sleep through the blood draws and new IVs.

One of the best things about this hospital stay was meeting Brian, a medical student.  Not only did he answer all my questions and explain what could be going on, he was like a big brother to me.  He tried to visit me every day, even after finishing a difficult final for his neurology rotation.  I found out then that he goes to the same church as my brother!  I’ve been blessed to still keep in touch with him and his wife.  Brian graduated from med school back in June!  So happy for him.

Next up: Part 3- the time I had a 2 1/2 hour EMG/NCV study and my first spinal tap..

P.S. It’s been two weeks, and I still haven’t gotten my sleep study results…  The doctor hasn’t started interpreting the data yet, so the receptionist is going to send him a message..  In other news, next week I will very possibly get the mito exome sequencing results!!

By Kerissa Lee • October 31, 2026
Dear friends, I just cannot believe it’s been more than 2 months since my last blog post! So much has happened, but most of it is very happy news!! ☺️ I saw my GI surgeon in September for my post-op appointment (check out my previous post if you missed what surgery I had in August). I’m all healed thankfully, although there is now a noticeable crater on my abdomen where my j-tube used to be. :( Scar tissue inside is what’s causing that, and she told me I need to be careful when carrying very heavy things because I could get a hernia in that spot. 😣 If that happened, she said she can easily repair it! I definitely don’t want another surgery, though! Aside from the short 4-day hospital stay I had in August for that abdominal surgery, I’m soo happy to share that the middle of November 2026 marks 2 WHOLE YEARS since I was last admitted to the hospital for a “mito crash!” I could cry from tears of happiness, and all praise and glory truly goes to God!! 🥹 My previous stretch of stable health lasted about 17 months (from September 2021 to February 2023), so I surpassed that which is simply amazing! Because my health has been doing so well, even more incredible news is that I got a part time job!! I found work through care.com since I LOVE babies and kids. I started occasionally taking care of a 6 month old baby girl—she’s so adorable!! I also sometimes take care of a 5 year old girl with her 3 year old brother. For both of those jobs, I’m just the backup (for example, when extended family can’t provide care). But, last week, another mom reached out on care.com asking if I could be her 2 daughters’ afternoon nanny every Monday—the oldest girl is 6 years old, and her little sister is almost 3 years old. It’s been so wonderful and fulfilling to be able to work. I never want to take for granted how much of a gift it is to have a job! 🥲 I do still have to rest my body on the days I don’t work because my muscle spasticity gets soo intense and painful. 😞 It feels like my back muscles just continually clench up and spasm. Very thankful for the muscle relaxant Baclofen which helps the extreme tightness! The chronic pain also worsens in my legs/back, and my hand tremors do, too (called minipolymyoclonus). Regardless of these symptoms, it makes me so happy and thankful to God for the ability to work! 💚 You might have noticed that I haven’t mentioned anything lately about my Pain With Purpose store. There are a bunch of reasons, but one of the biggest is that shipping has become more and more expensive which is a bummer. 😞 For the past year, whenever a customer places an order, I’ve been paying part of the shipping cost out of my own pocket because I wanted to keep the shipping fee low. I’ve also wanted to keep card prices low because I totally understand how expensive everything is in this economy. But in today’s digital world, a really nice card (at Papyrus, for example) could cost more than $9!! So charging only $2.75 for one of my cards on top of keeping the shipping fee low has been a challenge. After thinking about it a lot, I’ve made the decision to close my store—at least, for now! Next year, it’d be super cool to sell my items (cards, stickers, bookmarks, prints, and magnets) at something like a pop-up! 😊 So I will definitely be sure to keep you posted with any new shop updates! If you did place an order this past year, I wanted to say a big Thank You!! It meant so much to me, and I hope my cards were an encouragement. 🥰 I don't know what God has planned for my future regarding my health and everything else, but I just want to have faith and keep leaning on him for strength, through any future highs or lows. The Lord truly is faithful! Thank you so much for praying for me these past 16+ years. ❤️
By Kerissa Lee • August 21, 2026
Dear friends, I just wanted to thank you all so much for praying for me during my abdominal surgery on August 6th! 💚 All of your messages/emails really encouraged my heart! If you missed my previous post, I had to have an unexpected surgery to take down the jejunostomy tract and repair an enterocutaneous fistula (a rare complication from having a j-tube for 12 years). I truly felt your prayers, and the Lord answered so many of them as well! 🥹 My surgeon only had to remove about 1 1/2 inches of my small intestine which is great news! I was in the hospital for 4 days because my blood pressure was low and pain control was rough (it’s a long story, but pain management is complex due to a specific medication I take daily at home..). But aside from that and having an allergic reaction to the surgical glue, I’ve been healing well. Thank you again for praying!! God has been so faithful throughout this journey. I got a visit from my sweet foster nephew when I was in the hospital (2nd picture)! 🥰 I can’t wait until I can show you his face—he’s so adorable. 🩵 I’ve mentioned this before, but an important medication I take causes severe insomnia (still not falling asleep until anywhere between 3 AM-9 AM). 😞 But I saw my naturopath this past Monday, and she’s going to treat me for suspected cortisol spiking up during the night (which disrupts the body’s circadian rhythm). I’m thankful for the wisdom God gives her, and I’m excited to see if this treatment will help! It will take 6 weeks to see if there’s any benefit, but I first have to specially order it.. 
By Kerissa Lee • August 6, 2026
"God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." -Psalm 46:1