Part 2- the next part of my journey (Mito Awareness Day 4)

Kerissa • September 19, 2013

Exactly one year ago, I was readmitted to the hospital for 8 long days due to worsening leg weakness.  It was horrible.  My left leg felt dead and oh so heavy.  Once again, I had to be seen in the ER for the 3rd time in only 5 days.

I became so used to how things work in the ER.  I was examined by medical students, residents, nurses, and attending physicians.  Poked and prodded a million times, I had tubes and tubes of blood drawn to check my erythrocyte sedimentation rate (ESR), complete blood count (CBC), c-reactive protein (CRP), INR, activated partial thromboplastin time (APTT), anti-nuclear antibodies (ANA), thyroid stimulating hormone (TSH), creatine kinase (CK), complete metabolic set, and differential.

I was tested for Lyme Disease, Lupus, Lambert-Eaton Syndrome, Loeyes-Dietz Syndrome, and Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (Type IV-vascular).  All those came back negative….

By that time, my Acetylcholine receptor binding antibodies blood test to check for Myasthenia Gravis was completed, and to my great surprise, I tested slightly positive by one-tenth of a point.  One-tenth.
Doctors still weren’t sure if I had MG because the lab in Portland they sent the blood to often gave false positives.  So the neurology team sent a fresh blood specimen to the Mayo Clinic.  Unfortunately, doctors told us results wouldn’t be finished for 4 weeks.

Still waiting in the ER, I looked out my door and down the hall where I saw two, tall gentlemen walking my way!  I couldn’t believe my eyes!  My pastor, an elder, and two staff members from my church came to visit me, and it did my spirit good to see them!  My pastor gave me this book filled with God’s promises, and he shared this verse with me: “Fear not, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom” (Luke 12:32).  Right then, I felt such peace and knew that, with His help, I could take this on!

That night, I got admitted to 5A.  The hospital was full that day, so I had to share a room with another person.  After I got settled in, a respiratory therapist stopped by.  The neuro team put in an order to have my lung function checked in case I did have Myasthenia Gravis.  I had to breath in as hard as I could with this contraption and push a button at the same time.  And guess what, I passed with flying colors.

My half of the hospital room was so cramped.  It was nothing like my beautiful spacious room on 10K.  I was so tired, so I said goodnight to my family and tried sleeping.  I would have had a wonderful night’s sleep if it wasn’t for the lady in the bed next to me.  I heard she had amputated toes and a recurring wound infection.  For some reason that night, she had nightmares, so every 15 minutes, she screamed and yelled out loud and talked in her sleep.  All throughout the night.  I didn’t get much sleep as you can imagine.  I shed a few tears, homesick, a little upset with all that had gone on, and not liking that unfamiliar place.  I was so grateful I got my own room the next day!

Every single day in the hospital was like deja vu all over again.  Bright and early in the six o’ clock hour, a phlebotomist knocked loudly on my door, flipped on blinding lights, and came to draw five more tubes of blood.  I became so used to everything—I even started trying to sleep through the blood draws and new IVs.

One of the best things about this hospital stay was meeting Brian, a medical student.  Not only did he answer all my questions and explain what could be going on, he was like a big brother to me.  He tried to visit me every day, even after finishing a difficult final for his neurology rotation.  I found out then that he goes to the same church as my brother!  I’ve been blessed to still keep in touch with him and his wife.  Brian graduated from med school back in June!  So happy for him.

Next up: Part 3- the time I had a 2 1/2 hour EMG/NCV study and my first spinal tap..

P.S. It’s been two weeks, and I still haven’t gotten my sleep study results…  The doctor hasn’t started interpreting the data yet, so the receptionist is going to send him a message..  In other news, next week I will very possibly get the mito exome sequencing results!!

By Kerissa Lee • August 21, 2026
Dear friends, I just wanted to thank you all so much for praying for me during my abdominal surgery on August 6th! 💚 All of your messages/emails really encouraged my heart! If you missed my previous post, I had to have an unexpected surgery to take down the jejunostomy tract and repair an enterocutaneous fistula (a rare complication from having a j-tube for 12 years). I truly felt your prayers, and the Lord answered so many of them as well! 🥹 My surgeon only had to remove about 1 1/2 inches of my small intestine which is great news! I was in the hospital for 4 days because my blood pressure was low and pain control was rough (it’s a long story, but pain management is complex due to a specific medication I take daily at home..). But aside from that and having an allergic reaction to the surgical glue, I’ve been healing well. Thank you again for praying!! God has been so faithful throughout this journey. I got a visit from my sweet foster nephew when I was in the hospital (2nd picture)! 🥰 I can’t wait until I can show you his face—he’s so adorable. 🩵 I’ve mentioned this before, but an important medication I take causes severe insomnia (still not falling asleep until anywhere between 3 AM-9 AM). 😞 But I saw my naturopath this past Monday, and she’s going to treat me for suspected cortisol spiking up during the night (which disrupts the body’s circadian rhythm). I’m thankful for the wisdom God gives her, and I’m excited to see if this treatment will help! It will take 6 weeks to see if there’s any benefit, but I first have to specially order it.. 
By Kerissa Lee • August 6, 2026
"God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." -Psalm 46:1
By Kerissa Lee • July 25, 2026
Hi, friends, I thought I wouldn’t be posting for a while since I’ve been doing really well, but I’ve hit a bump in the road again and would appreciate your prayers. 💚 This past Tuesday the 21st, after nearly 12 years living with it, I had my jejunostomy tube removed completely. I thought it was going to be a simple process and that the stoma (hole) would close quickly within 30 minutes like they said. That didn’t happen, though, as the stoma started draining a ton! I couldn’t even leave the lobby and had to go back up to the clinic on the 8th floor to have an ostomy bag placed to collect all the small intestinal digestive juices that continually drained. Unfortunately, I’m experiencing a very rare complication called an enterocutaneous fistula. 🥺 I’m disappointed this is happening, but I’m not exactly surprised since my whole medical case with Mitochondrial DNA Depletion Syndrome has been rare from the very beginning.. I also don’t heal well due to connective tissue problems from Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (case in point: my port site issues back in May when I had to have a new one surgically placed on the other side of my chest).. 😞 The clinic told me to keep emptying the ostomy bag and monitor the output. It wasn’t a fun 2 days. This whole process has definitely made me so grateful to God that I’ve never needed something like an ileostomy! TMI, but I lost almost a whole pound of fluid because so much was gushing/spurting out of the stoma every time I ate or drank. Losing so many electrolytes, I started experiencing symptoms of dehydration—weakness, high heart rate, and headaches. So yesterday, I had to go back and see the surgery resident who basically placed another j-tube (it was so painful again!). 😭 This is a temporary “plug,” and I’m bummed to say that I have to go to the operating room to have the jejunostomy tract taken down and the fistula repaired. This surgery will be happening as early as next week (it depends on my surgeon’s schedule).. She said it will be complex, especially because adhesions (scar tissue) form when a person has multiple abdominal surgeries.. I lost count what number this surgery/procedure will be, but I do know I’ve had more than 20! 😞 I know God is with me wherever I go and will supply me with the strength to endure yet another surgery like he always does. But, I’m still sad that I have to have more incisions added to my body. I shared the lyrics to this song before on an old blog post (the song is called It Is Well With My Soul by Matt Redman), but it immediately came to mind again when I was thinking of scars. As the song below said, it’s a reminder to me that my scars can be a testimony to others of God’s grace in my life and how he has brought me through every single pain and sorrow. In the Bible, I’ve always thought it’s so neat that Jesus still had his scars after he rose from the dead—he had a new body, and yet, his scars were still visible. ❤️ Our scars are a sign of grace in our lives Oh Father, how You brought us through When deep were the wounds And dark was the night The promise of Your love, You proved Now every battle still to come Let this be our song It is well (it is well) With my soul (with my soul) It is well, it is well with my soul