Part 2- the next part of my journey (Mito Awareness Day 4)

Kerissa • September 19, 2013

Exactly one year ago, I was readmitted to the hospital for 8 long days due to worsening leg weakness.  It was horrible.  My left leg felt dead and oh so heavy.  Once again, I had to be seen in the ER for the 3rd time in only 5 days.

I became so used to how things work in the ER.  I was examined by medical students, residents, nurses, and attending physicians.  Poked and prodded a million times, I had tubes and tubes of blood drawn to check my erythrocyte sedimentation rate (ESR), complete blood count (CBC), c-reactive protein (CRP), INR, activated partial thromboplastin time (APTT), anti-nuclear antibodies (ANA), thyroid stimulating hormone (TSH), creatine kinase (CK), complete metabolic set, and differential.

I was tested for Lyme Disease, Lupus, Lambert-Eaton Syndrome, Loeyes-Dietz Syndrome, and Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (Type IV-vascular).  All those came back negative….

By that time, my Acetylcholine receptor binding antibodies blood test to check for Myasthenia Gravis was completed, and to my great surprise, I tested slightly positive by one-tenth of a point.  One-tenth.
Doctors still weren’t sure if I had MG because the lab in Portland they sent the blood to often gave false positives.  So the neurology team sent a fresh blood specimen to the Mayo Clinic.  Unfortunately, doctors told us results wouldn’t be finished for 4 weeks.

Still waiting in the ER, I looked out my door and down the hall where I saw two, tall gentlemen walking my way!  I couldn’t believe my eyes!  My pastor, an elder, and two staff members from my church came to visit me, and it did my spirit good to see them!  My pastor gave me this book filled with God’s promises, and he shared this verse with me: “Fear not, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom” (Luke 12:32).  Right then, I felt such peace and knew that, with His help, I could take this on!

That night, I got admitted to 5A.  The hospital was full that day, so I had to share a room with another person.  After I got settled in, a respiratory therapist stopped by.  The neuro team put in an order to have my lung function checked in case I did have Myasthenia Gravis.  I had to breath in as hard as I could with this contraption and push a button at the same time.  And guess what, I passed with flying colors.

My half of the hospital room was so cramped.  It was nothing like my beautiful spacious room on 10K.  I was so tired, so I said goodnight to my family and tried sleeping.  I would have had a wonderful night’s sleep if it wasn’t for the lady in the bed next to me.  I heard she had amputated toes and a recurring wound infection.  For some reason that night, she had nightmares, so every 15 minutes, she screamed and yelled out loud and talked in her sleep.  All throughout the night.  I didn’t get much sleep as you can imagine.  I shed a few tears, homesick, a little upset with all that had gone on, and not liking that unfamiliar place.  I was so grateful I got my own room the next day!

Every single day in the hospital was like deja vu all over again.  Bright and early in the six o’ clock hour, a phlebotomist knocked loudly on my door, flipped on blinding lights, and came to draw five more tubes of blood.  I became so used to everything—I even started trying to sleep through the blood draws and new IVs.

One of the best things about this hospital stay was meeting Brian, a medical student.  Not only did he answer all my questions and explain what could be going on, he was like a big brother to me.  He tried to visit me every day, even after finishing a difficult final for his neurology rotation.  I found out then that he goes to the same church as my brother!  I’ve been blessed to still keep in touch with him and his wife.  Brian graduated from med school back in June!  So happy for him.

Next up: Part 3- the time I had a 2 1/2 hour EMG/NCV study and my first spinal tap..

P.S. It’s been two weeks, and I still haven’t gotten my sleep study results…  The doctor hasn’t started interpreting the data yet, so the receptionist is going to send him a message..  In other news, next week I will very possibly get the mito exome sequencing results!!

By Kerissa Lee April 16, 2026
Hi, friends, I just wanted to write an update on what’s happened since my last post. Sadly, the 2 different tube changes haven’t helped, and there’s still so much leaking around the tube. 🙁 The abdominal pain was decreasing each day, but for some reason, it has ramped up again and has been steadily getting worse the last several days. The pain is sharp and throbbing—it also hurts to use my abdominal muscles. I saw my primary care dr. this past Friday, and he ordered an urgent CT scan. I had that done this past Monday, and the scan shows that the balloon on the tube is lodged in my abdominal wall (it’s called buried bumper syndrome). 😥 So painful, but I’m thankful for answers! I actually had this issue many years ago, and usually, changing the tube size helps. But we’ve already tried 2 different tube sizes in March which hasn’t helped. I don’t know if the tract got damaged or what.. My PCP messaged the surgery team twice now, but they’re not responding still. Ever since my general surgeon left OHSU 2ish years ago to practice in New Orleans, it hasn’t been a good transfer to a different team. 😢 In addition, the CT scan also revealed that I have ground glass opacities in my left lung, so I have to go through work-up for that as well to figure out the cause.. Aside from these latest issues, I’m praising God that my mitochondrial disease has been stable still!! So thankful for God’s grace and faithfulness. The day I got my CT results, I read this excerpt below from one of Joni Eareckson Tada’s daily devotionals, and it was like the Lord was speaking right to my heart. I hope it’s an encouragement to you. ❤️ “Present pain and afflictions tend to heighten future joy. When is peace the sweetest? Right after the conflict. When does a cold drink taste best? When you’ve become very thirsty. When do you appreciate rest the most? After hours of hard labor. When is joyful company most pleasant? After enduring long days of loneliness. The truth is, our recollection of past sufferings may one day enhance the bliss of heaven. Eternity with the Lord will be so much more heavenly to those of us whose faith has been tested, battered, and tried, time and again.” -Joni Eareckson Tada One more thing.. I’d really love prayers for my uncle (my dad’s older brother). He’s been very sick in the neuro ICU with serious issues. First pneumonia, then bacteria in his spine which later broke his back. He had a major spinal surgery but still can’t move his legs. 🥺 On top of that, his kidneys started failing, so he had to be placed on continuous dialysis. He also had to be put on a ventilator due to fluid in his lungs. Then, he still couldn’t breathe well, so he had to get a tracheostomy tube placed in his neck. 🥺 Despite all this, he and his family are so strong and trusting the Lord which is a huge testimony to all of us and to the ICU. Could you please pray for peace, strength, and healing over his body? I know he and his family would be so grateful for your prayers. 💙 P.S. I wish I could show you my foster nephew’s sweet face in this photo from Easter Sunday! He is now 9 months old—the most precious and adorable little boy!! Our lives are so much sweeter with him in it. 🥹
By Kerissa Lee March 31, 2026
Dear Dr. Phillips, There aren’t enough words to express how thankful I am to have had such an amazing GI doctor like you these past 13 years. I think of all the hard challenges that have happened starting at age 20 and beyond: experiencing GI dysmotility, not being able to eat “normal” foods without terrible abdominal pain/distention, only tolerating soft consistencies like baby food pouches (which was not fun as a 22 year old!), needing an NJ tube placed down my nose, having a jejunostomy tube surgically placed, then no longer tolerating tube feeds, dropping down to 77 pounds, getting admitted the day after Christmas to start TPN, being surprised by the extremely high copper levels on my liver biopsy and starting treatment for that, going through septic shock which caused ischemic hepatitis (remember when my liver function test was 1674!), having sepsis 5 other times from multiple central lines and ports, requiring urgent surgery to remove my gallbladder, needing D10 added to my IV fluids for numerous mitochondrial crashes, and much more. Through all the highs and lows, you were there for me, and I truly feel like I hit the “doctor jackpot” to have had a GI specialist as caring, compassionate, knowledgeable, and kind as you. I shed quite a few tears to my chagrin at my last in-person appointment with you in February 2026, and I still do as I reminisce and write this letter. But, they aren’t just tears of sadness. They are also tears of gratitude—I know this journey would have been much more difficult if I didn’t have your wonderful care and support all these years. I’m so happy that I was able to get off of TPN back then after 5 years of being on it. Not only that, but I’m so thankful that I can eat orally to my heart’s content without pain and abdominal distention. I know that’s in part due to you, so thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you so very much for caring for me. I will never forget you, and I wish you all the best as you start your retirement. :’) With immense gratitude, Kerissa
By Kerissa Lee March 17, 2026
"God is always doing more than we know, working toward a good we will one day rejoice in." -Lysa Terkeurst