The latest.. (a mix of wonderful news and rough news)

Kerissa Lee • June 21, 2025

 "Weeping may tarry for the night, but joy comes with the morning."

-Psalm 30:5-



Dear friends,


I was going to start off this update with some rough news (which I’ll share below), but I just received an important phone call this afternoon. God knew my heart was really struggling and that it needed some encouragement. The news is that I GOT ACCEPTED to the Undiagnosed Diseases Network through Harvard!!! πŸ₯ΉπŸ₯Ή  Just want to clarify that not every accepted patient finds the disease-causing gene, but it’s still so amazing that my case got accepted in the first place! All praise and glory goes to God!!! ❀️  Thank you so much for praying for this, too. πŸ₯²  I have a “consent call” coming soon where I’ll learn what the next step is. :)


Now to the challenging news…. I don’t know how it even happened, and it just came out of the blue. Last week, I started experiencing left low back and hip pain, and it has continually worsened to the point that I was in tears during the night due to the pain. 😭 It’s been rough to deal with a new pain issue combined with all of the other pain: deep, achy pain in my legs from the mitochondrial depletion, nerve pain from the small fiber neuropathy, hip pain from the right hip labrum that I tore a second time a few years ago (I haven’t been medically stable to get it surgically repaired again), and joint pain in both shoulders and both elbows from a currently unknown issue. πŸ₯Ί Still waiting to see the rheumatologist in late August. It’s difficult to be in pain all over my body 24/7, and it’s hard not to get overwhelmed by everything. It’s especially rough when I have to act normal on the outside even though it hurts so much on the inside. 😭


I’ve been crying out to God, asking for all this to resolve, but if it’s not his will, that he will help me to endure. In Psalm 22, David lamented, “I am poured out like water, and all my bones are out of joint.” That’s what my thirty-two-year-old body feels like. πŸ˜” And yet, later in the same chapter, David was still able to praise the Lord: “For he has not despised or abhorred the affliction of the afflicted, and he has not hidden his face from him, but has heard, when he cried to him.” Please pray I can find ways to praise God in the midst of this constant pain. ❀️


It’s also been feeling like the enemy doesn’t want me to open my upcoming store because every time I start to physically improve (like when I recovered from this latest mito crash), I get closer and closer to officially opening, but then…something new like the above happens. 😒


I saw my PCP, and we talked about what could be causing this back and hip pain. We’re not sure if there’s something going on in the lumbar spine. Or if I possibly re-tore my left hip labrum again but in a different spot.. So he’s going to connect with my physical medicine specialist to see what type of scan should be ordered. In the meantime, he increased my pain medication, and I see him again virtually next week.


Even though it’s been a tough last several days, I wanted to end on a positive note to share some more huge news that I’ve noticed my neck has been getting stronger after a long 8+ months. Isn’t that so wonderful? This joy has been dampened a bit by all the other hard things going on, but it’s still a wonderful gift from God. πŸ’š I can’t wait to surprise my neuromuscular neurologist the next time I see him since he was the one who thought my neck strength couldn’t improve.


When I next update, I hope by then I’ll know the full plan from the UDN. 😍

By Kerissa Lee April 16, 2026
Hi, friends, I just wanted to write an update on what’s happened since my last post. Sadly, the 2 different tube changes haven’t helped, and there’s still so much leaking around the tube. πŸ™ The abdominal pain was decreasing each day, but for some reason, it has ramped up again and has been steadily getting worse the last several days. The pain is sharp and throbbing—it also hurts to use my abdominal muscles. I saw my primary care dr. this past Friday, and he ordered an urgent CT scan. I had that done this past Monday, and the scan shows that the balloon on the tube is lodged in my abdominal wall (it’s called buried bumper syndrome). πŸ˜₯ So painful, but I’m thankful for answers! I actually had this issue many years ago, and usually, changing the tube size helps. But we’ve already tried 2 different tube sizes in March which hasn’t helped. I don’t know if the tract got damaged or what.. My PCP messaged the surgery team twice now, but they’re not responding still. Ever since my general surgeon left OHSU 2ish years ago to practice in New Orleans, it hasn’t been a good transfer to a different team. 😒 In addition, the CT scan also revealed that I have ground glass opacities in my left lung, so I have to go through work-up for that as well to figure out the cause.. Aside from these latest issues, I’m praising God that my mitochondrial disease has been stable still!! So thankful for God’s grace and faithfulness. The day I got my CT results, I read this excerpt below from one of Joni Eareckson Tada’s daily devotionals, and it was like the Lord was speaking right to my heart. I hope it’s an encouragement to you. ❀️ “Present pain and afflictions tend to heighten future joy. When is peace the sweetest? Right after the conflict. When does a cold drink taste best? When you’ve become very thirsty. When do you appreciate rest the most? After hours of hard labor. When is joyful company most pleasant? After enduring long days of loneliness. The truth is, our recollection of past sufferings may one day enhance the bliss of heaven. Eternity with the Lord will be so much more heavenly to those of us whose faith has been tested, battered, and tried, time and again.” -Joni Eareckson Tada One more thing.. I’d really love prayers for my uncle (my dad’s older brother). He’s been very sick in the neuro ICU with serious issues. First pneumonia, then bacteria in his spine which later broke his back. He had a major spinal surgery but still can’t move his legs. πŸ₯Ί On top of that, his kidneys started failing, so he had to be placed on continuous dialysis. He also had to be put on a ventilator due to fluid in his lungs. Then, he still couldn’t breathe well, so he had to get a tracheostomy tube placed in his neck. πŸ₯Ί Despite all this, he and his family are so strong and trusting the Lord which is a huge testimony to all of us and to the ICU. Could you please pray for peace, strength, and healing over his body? I know he and his family would be so grateful for your prayers. πŸ’™ P.S. I wish I could show you my foster nephew’s sweet face in this photo from Easter Sunday! He is now 9 months old—the most precious and adorable little boy!! Our lives are so much sweeter with him in it. πŸ₯Ή
By Kerissa Lee March 31, 2026
Dear Dr. Phillips, There aren’t enough words to express how thankful I am to have had such an amazing GI doctor like you these past 13 years. I think of all the hard challenges that have happened starting at age 20 and beyond: experiencing GI dysmotility, not being able to eat “normal” foods without terrible abdominal pain/distention, only tolerating soft consistencies like baby food pouches (which was not fun as a 22 year old!), needing an NJ tube placed down my nose, having a jejunostomy tube surgically placed, then no longer tolerating tube feeds, dropping down to 77 pounds, getting admitted the day after Christmas to start TPN, being surprised by the extremely high copper levels on my liver biopsy and starting treatment for that, going through septic shock which caused ischemic hepatitis (remember when my liver function test was 1674!), having sepsis 5 other times from multiple central lines and ports, requiring urgent surgery to remove my gallbladder, needing D10 added to my IV fluids for numerous mitochondrial crashes, and much more. Through all the highs and lows, you were there for me, and I truly feel like I hit the “doctor jackpot” to have had a GI specialist as caring, compassionate, knowledgeable, and kind as you. I shed quite a few tears to my chagrin at my last in-person appointment with you in February 2026, and I still do as I reminisce and write this letter. But, they aren’t just tears of sadness. They are also tears of gratitude—I know this journey would have been much more difficult if I didn’t have your wonderful care and support all these years. I’m so happy that I was able to get off of TPN back then after 5 years of being on it. Not only that, but I’m so thankful that I can eat orally to my heart’s content without pain and abdominal distention. I know that’s in part due to you, so thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you so very much for caring for me. I will never forget you, and I wish you all the best as you start your retirement. :’) With immense gratitude, Kerissa
By Kerissa Lee March 17, 2026
"God is always doing more than we know, working toward a good we will one day rejoice in." -Lysa Terkeurst