Catching up

Kerissa • February 8, 2017

Hello friends,

This is super long, so feel free to take a break and come back to this if need be… I’m sorry it’s been so long since I’ve done a proper update.  Too much has happened. :O  Thank you so much for all your prayers, cards, and emails!  You fill my life with joy time and again.

Mitochondrial Medicine

On January 17, my parents and I saw my mitochondrial specialist in San Diego.  I have now seen him in clinic 5 times.  At this appointment, he looked over all of my muscle biopsy results (the electron transport chain enzyme analysis, the mitochondrial DNA content analysis, muscle CoQ10 determination, electron microscopy, and histology).  In the mitochondrial electron transport chain, there are 5 complexes, and all 5 complexes work together to make ATP (energy).  Well, the analysis that was done shows that all my complexes are deficient (low).  They’re all deficient because of my significant mitochondrial DNA depletion.  My muscle CoQ10 is also very low, so I have to switch to a more potent form of CoQ10 (called Ubiquinol….I actually was taking this before, but it’s very expensive..).  Based on all of the information collected, my mito specialist says I have a definite (no longer probable) mitochondrial disease—specifically, a mitochondrial DNA depletion and a mitochondrial depletion.  Haha, you’re probably wondering if I’m repeating myself.. But no, those are actually two different things (I won’t try to explain the difference.. lol).  He’s never had a patient with both!  So he wanted to take a picture of me, and he plans to bring up my complex case to his colleagues..

He wants me to have yet another genetic sequencing panel done (hopefully my last!), but this one will look closely at all the depletion genes and even check for deletions.

My mito dr. also wants me to be a part of this certain registry of 200 patients.  I don’t know a whole lot of information yet (hopefully in the next couple weeks), but it’s related to the clinical trial that he’s currently a part of.  I’ll definitely keep you posted.

All in all, it was a good appointment and a lot to take in again.  My muscle biopsy results are much worse than my first biopsy back in 2014, and we don’t know if this is disease progression or what..

He wants to see me back in 6 months, but we’ll probably see him in a year or longer instead (especially since I heard back from that mitochondrial geneticist in Pasadena, CA—I will be seeing him this May!!).

Pain Medicine

On January 18th, I had an appointment with the medical director of the UCSD pain center.  It was very helpful.  He gave us a lot of information on medical cannabis and how much it can help nerve pain, muscle spasms, and more.  We have endocannabinoid receptors all throughout our bodies, and that’s why patients usually respond well to medical cannabis.  I hope to eventually trial CBD oil (FYI, I’m not interested in the psycho-active types of cannabis..lol ;).  This pain dr. works very closely with a Ph.D. in botanical medicine/horticultural studies.  She actually is a naturopathic physician and can do phone appointments with patients who live out of state.  So I have a phone appointment with her on February 23.  She’ll help me with dosing and tell me what type of CBD oil is best for the small fiber neuropathy that I have.

General Surgery

I had my port surgically placed on January 27th.  Surgery went well, but last week was so rough. :'(  My nurse wasn’t able to access my port.  She tried 2 different sized needles, and for some reason, my port wouldn’t flush even though she poked me 4 or 5 times. It was so very painful and complete torture since the surgery site was so fresh.  She even had another nurse come over and try accessing, but that nurse didn’t have success either.  The nurse came again 2 days later to try once more with another needle size.  But again, no success.  My nurses have accessed hundreds of ports, and they said this has never happened before. I even pulled off with my hands all the surgical glue over my incision in case it was “plugging” the hole of the needle.

I had to go without IV nutrition and IV magnesium for 3 whole days.  I was finally able to get an appointment at the OHSU infusion clinic this past Friday, and by God’s grace, the nurse was able to access my port on the first try!  We’re not sure if it’s because they used a power port needle with a bigger gauge (my home health infusion company only carries a basic port needle).  I wish the needle didn’t have to be so thick, tho!

So glad that the port is now working…. My GI dr. was worried I was going to have to head to the ER and get a PICC line placed in my arm if this infusion nurse couldn’t get it to work..

Hematology

The deep vein thrombosis (blood clot) is actually located in my subclavian and axillary veins.  There’s no blood flow through those veins. I had a chest CT scan right before surgery, and thankfully, it showed that the clot does not extend down into the superior vena cava.  But I have to get another venous duplex ultrasound scan next week to make sure that the clot has not grown.  If it has, my OHSU hematologist (who is nationally known!) will decide on what to do and if I need to be placed on anti-coagulant therapy….but my case makes things more complicated, so we’re praying that doesn’t happen..  Also, research has shown that blood thinners don’t really help catheter-associated DVTs.

Phew!  I think I need to take a break typing this… ha ha

Neurology

I saw my neurologist on January 30th, and she is going to work on getting insurance authorization for the depletion gene sequencing panel that my mito specialist wants completed.  She is also upping one of my medications that I take for my headaches as they are not quite under control yet..

Gastroenterology

This afternoon, I had my monthly follow-up with my GI specialist.  I will be having my weekly blood work drawn tomorrow, and he wants to see how my electrolytes look, especially since I went without TPN/IV Mg for 3 days last week and lost fluid weight.  He’s also going to keep an eye on my blood counts since I’m starting to become anemic again.

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Next week, I have appointments with physical therapy (twice), diagnostic imaging, pain medicine, and general surgery.  And I’m dreading it because they’re on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday….and all at the OHSU Center for Health and Healing.  Lots of driving.. :/  OHSU is building a guest house right next to the center, and it will be completed next year! I hope I can stay there whenever I have several appointments in a row because I just feel sometimes like I live at OHSU..

P.S. One last thing, and then I’ll stop (could this be my longest post ever?!).

This week is Feeding Tube Awareness 2017!!

For those who don’t know, I have a feeding tube inserted in my jejunum (part of my small intestine).  I receive a peptide-based (broken-down) formula.  I also recently started putting through my j-tube an organic grass-fed whey protein nutritional shake (that I found online and is also sold at stores like New Seasons and Whole Foods).  I tolerate it well…maybe even better than the peptide formula!  And I love that it’s organic, grass-fed, and even contains fruits/veggies!

I also have a port implanted in my chest.  Every single afternoon, I receive 4 grams of IV magnesium through my port from about 4-8 PM.  And every single night, I infuse TPN (IV nutrition) through my port.  After each infusion, I have to flush my port with saline and heparin.  Before my feeding tube and all the central lines I’ve had, I was malnourished, chronically dehydrated, and labeled “failure to thrive.”  It’s hard having a line and a tube coming out of me….and it’s hard being hooked up so often….but I’m very thankful I’m no longer dehydrated and malnourished!

 

By Kerissa Lee August 6, 2026
"God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." -Psalm 46:1
By Kerissa Lee July 25, 2026
Hi, friends, I thought I wouldn’t be posting for a while since I’ve been doing really well, but I’ve hit a bump in the road again and would appreciate your prayers. 💚 This past Tuesday the 21st, after nearly 12 years living with it, I had my jejunostomy tube removed completely. I thought it was going to be a simple process and that the stoma (hole) would close quickly within 30 minutes like they said. That didn’t happen, though, as the stoma started draining a ton! I couldn’t even leave the lobby and had to go back up to the clinic on the 8th floor to have an ostomy bag placed to collect all the small intestinal digestive juices that continually drained. Unfortunately, I’m experiencing a very rare complication called an enterocutaneous fistula. 🥺 I’m disappointed this is happening, but I’m not exactly surprised since my whole medical case with Mitochondrial DNA Depletion Syndrome has been rare from the very beginning.. I also don’t heal well due to connective tissue problems from Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (case in point: my port site issues back in May when I had to have a new one surgically placed on the other side of my chest).. 😞 The clinic told me to keep emptying the ostomy bag and monitor the output. It wasn’t a fun 2 days. This whole process has definitely made me so grateful to God that I’ve never needed something like an ileostomy! TMI, but I lost almost a whole pound of fluid because so much was gushing/spurting out of the stoma every time I ate or drank. Losing so many electrolytes, I started experiencing symptoms of dehydration—weakness, high heart rate, and headaches. So yesterday, I had to go back and see the surgery resident who basically placed another j-tube (it was so painful again!). 😭 This is a temporary “plug,” and I’m bummed to say that I have to go to the operating room to have the jejunostomy tract taken down and the fistula repaired. This surgery will be happening as early as next week (it depends on my surgeon’s schedule).. She said it will be complex, especially because adhesions (scar tissue) form when a person has multiple abdominal surgeries.. I lost count what number this surgery/procedure will be, but I do know I’ve had more than 20! 😞 I know God is with me wherever I go and will supply me with the strength to endure yet another surgery like he always does. But, I’m still sad that I have to have more incisions added to my body. I shared the lyrics to this song before on an old blog post (the song is called It Is Well With My Soul by Matt Redman), but it immediately came to mind again when I was thinking of scars. As the song below said, it’s a reminder to me that my scars can be a testimony to others of God’s grace in my life and how he has brought me through every single pain and sorrow. In the Bible, I’ve always thought it’s so neat that Jesus still had his scars after he rose from the dead—he had a new body, and yet, his scars were still visible. ❤️ Our scars are a sign of grace in our lives Oh Father, how You brought us through When deep were the wounds And dark was the night The promise of Your love, You proved Now every battle still to come Let this be our song It is well (it is well) With my soul (with my soul) It is well, it is well with my soul
By Kerissa Lee July 16, 2026
Dear friends, I shared in my last post how excited I was that my j-tube was going to be switched back to the low-profile version at an appointment on June 23rd. Well, that sadly didn’t happen because my surgeon wasn’t comfortable with how much pain, swelling, and bleeding I was still experiencing. It’s a long story and hard to understand unless you’re very familiar with j-tubes, but basically, she said switching wouldn’t be a good idea, and we could try again in a few months. Unfortunately, things have only gotten worse, and no matter how many times I adjust this j-tube, the balloon for some reason keeps getting lodged into my abdominal muscle—it causes horrible pain, and not even my pain medication helps! I almost went to the ED the other day…that’s how bad the pain has been. 🥺 After thinking and praying about it a lot, I finally decided to ask my surgeon if I could have my j-tube completely removed since she still can’t find the cause of why the balloon keeps getting stuck. It’s been nearly 12 years using one, so this is a big deal! I just feel like the tract is somehow failing since the surgery was so long ago. Unfortunately, it can’t be done until the last week of July since it’s a policy of the surgery clinic to not use the tube for 2 whole weeks before completely removing (don’t know the exact day of removal yet). I can’t believe it’s almost the end of an era! The Lord has been so faithful and given me strength to endure over a decade of having a constant tube sticking out of my abdomen. Some days were truly so rough—remember I had that huge abdominal abscess back in 2023 and had to have bedside abdominal surgery and drains placed in the ED? I couldn’t have done this without God’s help. 🥹 You might be wondering, “What happens if I get worse again or have more mitochondrial flares?” Thankfully, I still have my port, so if I was hospitalized many times again, I would be given IV medications and infusions. And, if I did possibly need a tube again, I could have a g-tube placed in my stomach which is a much smaller surgery than a j-tube placed in the small intestine. We’ll cross that bridge if we come to it! In other news, I’ve been continuing to do so very well mitochondrial-wise, and God has been gracious and merciful! I feel undeserving of this huge gift of health when so many others I know are struggling (please keep praying for my uncle who’s been in the ICU since March)!! 😢😔 Aside from all these tube issues, life lately has been so full, but in the best way. I was able to study and complete the training to receive my Pediatric First Aid/CPR/AED certification! I’ve been applying to different nanny jobs and even had my first interview last week! It would simply be amazing if it would work out to have a part-time nanny job for 1-2 days per week when I don’t babysit my foster nephew. Speaking of my sweet foster nephew, he recently turned 1!! He had a “One-in-the-Sun” 1st birthday party which was super cute and special! It’s been so neat to see God’s hand on his life from birth til now.. Considering he was in the hospital for a whole month after he was born, he’s truly come soo far, and life is very sweet with him in it! 🥹💙 On top of all that, I was finally able to take the DMV driver’s test, and guess what?! I PASSED!!! 🥰 So so happy and thankful I was able to complete this simple rite-of-passage that many people half my age often take for granted. I constantly think how huge of a gift it is to simply be physically well enough to drive around town. 🥹 After reading this, you might think I'm all healed! And while I am feeling so much better than before, I just wanted to share that I still do experience mitochondrial symptoms every day: spasticity (it often wakes me up during the night because my back muscles tighten/spasm a lot), central vertigo, minipolymyoclonus which causes muscle jerking and tremors in my hands, chronic pain, insomnia, and many other things. But, I'm so thankful to God for different medications I'm on to help these ongoing issues. There are good days and bad days, but I just look back and see how much worse I used to be! I don't know how long this stable period will last, but I continually thank and praise God for it! 🥹